Act 1: The Tragedy

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If only I could see the guiding light in Front of me.
I'd try to twist this story
And rid myself of disease.
I can't breathe, my heart beats
Faster and faster on the verge of Exploding.
It's taken over me.

You tell nothing but lies
It cuts me deep down inside
So just tell me
Who you want me to be
Is it the liar
The faker
It doesn't matter
I don't think I can survive

It started when I was 9
You'd always pull me aside
Saying you won't
You won't amount to anything
You never realized
How you effect my life
I'm left crying at night
asking why I
Don't just take my life
If it would make
Theirs just so much better
(If i'm not around)
I don't just take my life
If it would make theirs just so better

Feeling so broken inside
I fucking reach for that knife
Cause I don't
Feel like I have a happy ending
I have nothing to give and yet Nothing to take
You were suppose to guide my way
(But you never did)

I breathe in
Gasp for oxygen
I know I'll never escape Disconsolation
They say I'll heal in time,
But why even try?
I'll take this time to say my goodbyes.

Now I've turned my back on
All that I've know
As well as
All that I love
My whole life is falling apart

I'm giving up hope on everything
Because all that you do
Is forsaken me
To a life full of tragedy
All I am is a failure
With nothing to bring
To the table
But this pain and fucking agony
Why don't I just find way
To make it better again

(To make it better again)

It doesn't matter what you say
All you see is fucking black and gray
Making my colors fade away
My life will never be the same
But in your eyes it's okay
I slowly pull away
(Pull away from you)

I breathe in
Gasp for oxygen
I know I'll never escape Disconsolation
They say I'll heal in time
But why even try?
I'll take this time to say my goodbyes.
I'm so sure I can't shake it.
I've realized I can't take it.
I'm desperately calling out
Crying for help.
I'm not bound to make it
I'm destined to fail.
It seems lately,
I'm surrounded by obscurity.
I've tried to be patient,
And wait for cessation
I just want a chance to gain some Motivation

I'm tired of the failure
And i'm sick of defeat.
I've tried to pull myself and get back On my feet.
They say(they say)
I'm tired of the failure
And i'm sick of defeat.
I've tried to pull myself and get back On my feet.
They say
There will be better days.
Good things come to those who wait

(Bridge after acoustic bridge)
Well I've been waiting,
But nothing ever seems to change
I've been scratching and clawing From this deep grave.
A brand new perspective is my one Objective.
I guess Im done waiting.
I'll say it to your face, and i can't Wait.
I've had a lot to say
I've got a lot to be
I've got my whole life just waiting For me.
But now I'm done with this

You say I'm a disappointment
I feel this is true
With this knife
In my hands
I'll make it easy on you
I won't say
Goodbye
To a single
Fucking
One
Of
You

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