Black Heart

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Sometimes I hurt so bad So cold, all alone in the dark
Please God explain this pain What's wrong with my little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart

Heart is black from the past I've dealt with
I wish for once I could be a little selfish
Constantly giving but never receiving
Numb to the bone swear I'm feinding
Constantly bruised battered and beaten
Never fuckin gettin what I've actually needed
All i needed was a little love from others
But instead I got left to suffer
Everyone was side by side on the starting line
But I got buried I never got my time to shine
Now I'm digging tryna make up for all the time
That I wasted never tryna take what was fuckin mine
Got a chokehold on the game
Everybody else they called me insane
So I'm gonna take all my pain put it in a ball and take aim at anybody who claims
To be better than me bitch I'm a different breed can't you see
I'm in a different league
You ain't part of the new wave you stuck at sea
Look at the bravado that I got
You tell me I can not reach to the top
Hope that hides how I feel inside
So I never have to look into those eyes
In the mirror I see everything clearer
So confusing I'm always losing
I'll tell you what the truth is

Sometimes I hurt so bad So cold, all alone in the dark
Please God explain this pain What's wrong with my little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
Let me tell you how I actually feel
Since you don't see it as a big deal
I guess I'll pour my heart and soul to some people I don't even know
Just like therapy I never went to
Although therapeutic with the pencil
I get do something I never get to
Talk about all my father issues
I don't even like to call you dad
Cuz that was somethin I never had
A better fitting name would to call you fag
I'm not homophobic my bad
Funnily enough you were though
Don't worry you guys y'all welcome to the show
I'm inclusive bringin you exclusives
Never gonna stop always gonna drop music
I really fuckin hope you hear it all
Still remember our little call
I hope you know everytime you talked i wanted to punch you in the jaw
Left me scarred and broken too
And people still defend you
Makes me sick to know i share the same blood you do
Abusive alcoholic aren't you sad you lost ya target huh all alone in a house if you can even call it one
I hope you know I'll hate you for the fucking rest of time
I hope with every step you take I'll never leave your mind

Sometimes I hurt so bad So cold, all alone in the dark
Please God explain this pain What's wrong with my little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart
My little black heart

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