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Billy Grimes

Billy Grimes (July 27, 1927 – March 25, 2005) was a professional American football player who played running back for three seasons in the National Football League (NFL). more »

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Tell me how it feels
To live life without me
Is there light without me
Cause it's dark without you
All I see is clouds and
Everything is gray
Every time I wake
I just hate myself
And I try to take it
Day by day
But I can't seem to make it
Work at all
I try to work it off
But here lately
I don't wanna work at all
I just sit in this chair and stare at these walls
And I pray to God that they can learn to talk
Cause I'm so sick of having conversations up inside my mind
If I could take the time to figure out what went wrong
Go back rewind it
Maybe next time
I'll leave the skeletons hung inside the closet
Cause it seemed to me that I was causing problems
But if I keep 'em buried
I won't ever solve em
Will I ever find the
Strength to one day
Walk away from
All the pain
That I created
Don't tried to save me
You can't this time
I finally made the
Separation from the love you gave me
Was it fabricated
Tried to open up but that was frustrating
It's like you didn't care that I was suffocating
When I walked away you
When I walked away you didn't try to chase me
Am I wrong to blame you
It's okay to blame me
I'll take the pain
If that means you escape
So you can run away from
All the dreams
That we created
I hope you meet a man
And that he loves you well
So you ain't gotta fake it
Cause that's what I'm doing when I walk around
I'm faking strong
Cause they can't see me frown
So I just write it down
It's all inside the music
And if you ever listen
I hope you find amusement
That it's so confusing
Cause it's clear now what I've done to you and
What hurts the most is that
You weren't a muse
I had push myself
To be better for you
Guess I pushed myself right off the cliff though
You knew all my triggers
Like you read the cliff notes
So we can skip the series
We won't get a sequel
I guess damaged people really damage people
I can't blame you for my broke cerebral
The plan I had
I swear it wasn't evil
I had some issues I just couldn't see through
You had some problems you said you would work on
We just didn't work though

I guess love just fades slow
I guess feelings die quick
I had someone ask me
When they heard the new songs
Why I sound so bitter
I responded with
I gave someone my all
For them to only tell me they expected better
Now I'm lost inside with questions
Ruminating
If i'm lovabale
Then how come I hate me
And she afraid to date me
It's like I sabotage
Everything I love
So it can never save me
I guess I'd rather drown
I see the (son) sun
That's why I'm looking down
Happiness is exist
But don't hang around
You need space but I refuse to quit
My anxious attachment
Lit the wick
And blew it to pieces
I needed you
But yeah so did you
I'm so overbearing
You ain't in my shoes
So I just over share it
Or I shut my mouth and I adjust my bearings
I started music never had a parent
Couldn't run to them
They made me embarrassed
Everybody leaves
So much for caring

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