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Yeah she's pondering life circumstantial evidence
Got her on the fence, questioning everything in her plans
With her man, she think he out cheating on the weekend
Long trips making excuses with what he's doing
It don't add up, her feelings start to catch up
Her insecurities push her to the open bath tub
Suicidal thoughts and a razor blade in the trash
Blood dripping the stain and running down on her mat
When it's bad, it be bad
Nobody not even her could save her from her own wrath
So she's tripping, the rooms spinning
Until it's all black
Paramedics show up, she don't even know it's gone bad
Flat lined, there she goes, fallen angel in the trash
Better step up, praying cause you messed up
Remorse ran its course now you guilty like the next one
Love don't exist when you acting like this
When you out here using kids for collateral damage
I'm on that Adderall jamming
I'm out here calling demanding on anyone who can't stand it
I'm always loose with that cannon
And I don't think you can manage to take a cut with a pay
You got to learn to sacrifice, got to cope the shade
When they bludgeon you to bits, now I roll with the hits
Yeah, they try to hold a grudge against me, that isn't it
And even if I told you not to, you would do it again
They always tempt you with a good time, then the good time ends
But I don't get it
The aftermath diminished
It's not always about how you start but more to how you finish
You built me up to break me down, crashed me into smithereens
Was on a plane to get us out, guess you changed that scene
But I done told you, you folded like the old you
I told you what you wanted and I know that I done sold you on
I bring the wrath of Kahn
I'm not the average John
I'm more the pro smoking dro until I'm plastered gone
And I don't owe you nothing, why you bluffing like you the best one
You didn't even call me back so why you got to play dumb
Play dumb, play stupid, like you don't know what you're doing
Cause I'm over it, and over you
Just leave me out the loop, I can't stand it
Reaching out in panic
If this is how it really goes I'm feeling kind of manic
I'm anxious with my situation, now you off and vanished
If you didn't want then, then why'd you hand me off so candid
I see It's easy come, easy go
F*ck your status quo
Might be from the slums, you don't know
Watch me crack the code
Why you bugging and fucking with my emotional state
If this is fate a single mom shaping me from the grave
Until this date I didn't know, what was real and what was fake
The hardest part about me being me was always the case
Until you've walked up into my shoes, you don't know what I would do
Until you've felt what I have felt, the hopelessness of solitude
It's not easy waking up and not knowing what's going on
A part of me that I left that died there with my Mom
I tried to do my best but I can't do this with you gone
Any meds that get me up, as long as you can carry on
To a distant holy place, a place that we can call our own
To a solemn retribution, a place we called a home
It's been so long since I been happy, and I can't take it
The harder that I be fighting
The struggle just keeps on taking away
I guess I'll fight in the shade
If it wasn't for the pain, then we never would change
It be a never ending cycle of the drama that stay
I just want to live for something bigger
Is that okay
They just want to see me fall, crash
Man, f*ck that bro
If they want that satisfaction better lookout below
If it's trouble they be wanting then why you stunting like a hoe
I see I doubled up it's funny watching you just die alone
I am the culprit, the suspect, guilty and I accept it
At least that I can admit that I was lonely and stressed with
The fear of being clouded with judgment is my assessment
I hear this war inside my head like I don't know what death is
I tried
To do it alone
And I lied to you so much
So I'm sorry for the bad times
I know why you had to cut ties
I tried
To do it alone
And I lied to you so much
So I'm sorry for the bad times
I know why you had to cut ties
You see It's easy come, easy go
F*ck your status quo
Might be from the slums, you don't know
Watch me crack the code
Why you bugging and fucking with my emotional state
If this is fate a single mom shaping me from the grave
Until this date I didn't know, what was real and what was fake

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