Lost <3

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And I didn't want to know what it was like
Alone in this world just doesn't seem right no
It's hard coming home to nothingness on your own
But I long for something special if only but now you gone
Wish I listened I didn't I'm stuck in your prison
I dug my own grave but now I'm out here on a mission
My visions are blurred by doubters who never heard
I trapped myself beneath my sorrows just so I don't get hurt
It didn't work I'm out here just losing myself
You never know what you have until it's done and I failed
Now just look at us knew that I was not enough like cooper rush
I'm not saying much I can't be enough
I just need to puff puff passing it
I'm not having this I'm not average bitch
Look what the past had did It broke me down
Show me what it was to fall in love and now I hate you
Do I blame you I can't blame you I'm the same as you
And I don't want to act like I didn't mess you up I know that it's true
When you called me out asked me for my phone I didn't do it
I just dodged it like a wrench yeah I know I put you through it
I'm the worst of the worst of the worst you the best of the best
Tell me why I live for nothing why not die like the rest
Cause I can't take the stress
Where's my lioness, I need higher meds
Doctor can you save me from myself cause I am dying here
I can't take it no I'm not reliable
Why you put your trust me in me just look at what you dying for
Lying in the cold I don't got home to go home to
Dying when you old that isn't nothing I'm going to do no
And I'm not making it through
I finally reached my doomsday guess I'm gone like a pouf
Now I'm nodding off looking for a high that I can hold on too
I hate our dialogue I wish that I could hate you to
But that's just me you don't know how much I'm hurting
I blame myself nobody else she was so fucking perfect
I'm worthless and cursed in
My purpose has surfaced
If god can hear me do you think that I'm a bad person
I fucked up I get it
The bad guy I'm him
My life's been full of nothing but this anguish turning grim
Oh just look at me is that me I can't tell
It gets so dark up in this world like I'm walking through hell
I'm irrelevant yelling at stupid relatives begging for money cars clothes chains fame
I don't know your fucking name
I don't owe you nothing quit asking me cause I'm buzzing
They talking like we was cousins they come up to me in public
Like who the hell are you
Acting like you knew me back in school
I find it funny watch these people come up to me like they do
Like where the f*ck was you
When I didn't know what the f*ck to do
When I didn't know who the hell I was
Felt like I's stuck up in this loop
And I don't know I don't know sometimes I just get real low
It's the coke and the smoke strippers dance around that pole
I'm on that late night hustle you like to make life trouble
I'm bout to take flight levels until we shine bright special
She on that codeine-fiending I'm on that codeine-leaning
She wish she was my queen and I'll be honest I didn't really mean it
When I filled her head with that bullshit
Taught you how to just lose it
I'm about to just lose it
I don't want to just lose it
And I didn't want to know what it was like
Alone in this world just doesn't seem right no
It's hard coming home to nothingness on your own
But I long for something special if only but now you gone
Wish I listened I didn't I'm stuck in yo prison
I dug my own grave but now I'm out here on a mission
My visions are blurred by doubters who never heard
I trapped myself beneath my sorrows just so I don't get hurt
I can't take it no I'm not reliable
Why you put your trust me in me just look at what you dying for
Lying in the cold I don't got home to go home to
Dying when you old that isn't nothing I'm going to do no

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