Soft Locked (feat. SAUS! & AnimaDestrix)

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Freedom at last, yeah
Uh
Freedom at last, at last freedom and peace
My inner mind is a sanctum, I'm meditating on me
And them meditations are causing me mental chaos and grief
But it's normal to have a crisis when you're only 18, nah
Freedom at last is false
Find the final piece of the puzzle
I'm searching around for any answer that'll free me from struggle
And turn a blind eye whenever someone says
"Ain't no other way to deal with the pain but going through it"
Let's huddle, nah
"F*ck, I'm sorry man
I'm lost too"
My sanity has dropped off
Off clock my energy's falling just like a bomb drop
Soft locked, everything is frozen like a stopped watch
Everything I ever thought was all wrong
Everything I ever did is all gone, Nah
I'm writing mad songs off glass bongs with my dawgs
It make me feel free, but freedom don't ever last long
Nah

If you want to you can say it to my face
I don't want to give you that same grace
It's awful picking up the pace
I'll be gone soon
Swept away by the fear like a monsoon
What you gonna do
Take it to the face
Use it like a tool
Gone without a trace
You ain't gonna rule
But you want to, uh
F*ck
Right from the start everyone I met has told
Me to get a job and keep stacking that dough
Trying to find the healing light to escape that cold
Trying to stand up to the pressure when it make me wanna fold, yeah
But we getting to that money in a different way
Keep it to myself, we gon' make it to that day
Always keep saying we gon' make it okay
Aiming, taking my shot
Then we pray
Yeah

Time just a moment
Are these moments just reflections
Does he want this, I don't know it
But he got to ask these questions
Lovely be the mind who never see the imperfections
And lovely be the guise that never fears the implications
And love is on the rise
He thinks it's time for innovations
Play catch up with your lies
He ain't got time for hesitating
Being what he's supposed to do
But never who he thought
Because world's insurmountable
The pressure on his shoulder was
That of time and mountaintops
In other words colder love
Destrix songs or sonnet
Ain't got time for introspection
Take a miracle to solve it
Not divine intervention
F*ck trying to resolve it
No time, nor intentions
Did he want this
I won't know it
But he gotta ask these questions
Because time is just a moment
And our moment's just reflections

"Ay bro did I catch you at a bad time?"
"Nah bro you good what's up?"
"I'm just wondering what we gonna do about this"
"Aight, here's what we gon' do
We gon'
We gon'"

We gon' take it to the face
We gon' accept our fate
We gon' hope and pray
The weight of the world will never flay apart the promises of freedom
That past people was feeding on
But everything is bleak
And even all of our leaders gone
Abandoned after birth is how I'm feeling
I'm leaving behind
Nothing but a legacy of reading my own mind
All that I can hope is people try it and say
"Today's the day for me to find real peace on the inside"
Time is just a moment
I'm reflecting on current dissatisfactions
Lying to myself about my happiness
I'm urgently grasping for help improving
Practicing more love
Want to be the one they can turn towards
When peace impossible alone 'cause mental scars are wrote in stone
Future trauma's certain so we bracing for the record low
Thinking 'bout it's nebulous
We living for the hell of it
And hopefully we pop off
Even though we soft locked
Yeah

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