Not Who I Use To Be

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I'm not who I used to be
I'm not who I used to be
There's something wrong with me
Something wrong with me

Something wrong with me
I'm not, I don't feel a thing
There's something wrong with me
Something wrong with me

Something wrong with me
There's something wrong with me
Listen close and understand why I am coming from
I used to feel a certain way in prison

And bound by chains
Holding back my tears
I see and look at how it used to be
The devil had control of me

The pain, the hurt, the suffering
The cries lie wishing to die
The silent thoughts of suicide
Living in a state where only alcohol would ease my mind

Drugs had me change my ways
Ashamed of who I was, became
You look at me, I smile
But I did that just to hide the pain

Confused so lost I used to be
Would look but didn't notice me
Locked up and put away for time
Neglected by society

Thought the change, thought I made it
Wasn't enough, wasn't accepted
Kept me there, pushed me back
Had no choice, had to face it

I stood there and I fought for me
Cause everyone gave up on me
I called to him, I bent my knees
I prayed to him, I begged him please

Heard me call, he ran to me
He answered me, he made a way
He poured his blood, washed my sins
The sacrifice that changed my ways

There's something wrong with me
Something wrong with me
Something wrong with me

I'm not, I don't feel a thing
There's something wrong with me
There's something wrong with me
I'm not the same and

There's something really wrong with me
Don't walk the same, don't feel the same
The chains are gone, I'm feeling free
Don't feel the pain from the demons

That had tortured me, no longer feel afraid
No longer losing sleep
Not trapped inside a mind
That's confused and filled with lies

The vision's clear, no fogginess
I'm looking through his eyes
I see the trap, I see the snake
I see the evil that it brings

Holding back, see from afar
I see how he's been calling me
Not going back, I'm done with that
Jesus came, I showed him that

Did you forget what you did
I can't forget, remember that
The scars I have the hurt
You did my dignity

You hurt the kid
Left me there to rot and die
But I thank you cause I called to him
Forgave me and accepted me

He never once neglected me
Show me love, kept to me
Helped me cause he wanted me
Refused to leave, would rather stay

Held my hand all through the pain
Told me just to look to him
He is the light, he is the way
I'm not who I used to be

There's something wrong with me
Something wrong with me
Something wrong with me
I'm not, I don't feel a thing

There's something wrong with me
Something wrong with me
Something wrong with me
There's something wrong with me

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