Outta Time (Insomniac's Journal) (feat. Billy Ward)
Se7enth Element
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Every day I say the same old lie I'm feeling great and I'm doing just fine I lie awake and hear the monsters fight Which one will take what I have left inside Every day I say the same old lie I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write But I'm outta time It's 2am and my mind's racing again I roll over crumpled papers And fumble to find a pen Voices are getting louder Telling me I should end The struggles not worth the progress Admittedly I can't win Fitting it all begins With a moment of self doubt Seems backwards I read it back I must scream, but I have no mouth Short stories In a collection Of tales from beyond the grave I lie almost every day When I say that I feel ok Full of jokes Face of cold stone A shell of self Pretend till I'm all alone It's then and only then That it's safe to break façade Is it sad between the laughs I question my faith in God 3am And I've broken my pen Tattered pad full of scribbles A riddle of written gems A message hidden within Need help Can't decipher Every night I beg and pray Tonight I'll just ask nicer Every day I say the same old lie I'm feeling great and I'm doing just fine I lie awake and hear the monsters fight Which one will take what I have left inside Every day I say the same old lie I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write But I'm outta time 4:03 Need sleep but I can't breathe Hyper focused on these things that can't be Yet I see Knee deep in sleep paralysis How is this my brain See calluses on my hands From me digging my own grave Descending from new pain Say I'm venting Your loose change Don't affect me in the way that you think I've slit veins I mean damn it Tried to end this I took the pills and I slept Woke up and not a night has passed That I've not wept Ask why was I kept It's not right I feel so left Silver bullets in the skull But the monsters ain't died yet Looking for meaning As evening becomes day 5:11 reads the clock And still vision is opaque I'm fighting to find some lighting Some clarity rarely seen See a light in the tunnel Or is it just high beams of the train Rain starts pouring I hope song brings peace (Damn it) As close my eyes The monsters start their speech Every day I say the same old lie I'm feeling great and I'm doing just fine I lie awake and hear the monsters fight Which one will take what I have left inside Every day I say the same old lie I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write But I'm outta time 6:01 Voices have head spun From screams they switch to whispers Switch back when the nights done It's all a cycle Take the meds and I lie Not sure if they help the healing Still dealing with hopes to die Come to conclusions Illusion's all I am Figment of imagination Imitation of God Damn my plan didn't work Prayers stay untouched Voices start making sense Which monster should I trust 7am I've lost the pen again Went down a rabbit hole Of what's seroton-in (wait) Slurring sentences Searching for urgent mentions in A remix of a reel with intentions Of boosting listens when (wait) I should probably get off the phone Probably get dressed for work And make sure that this stay unknown Another day I hid what's broke With jokes and a dry tone Smile to the ones who need it Pretend I won't die alone Every day I say the same old lie I'm feeling great and I'm doing just fine I lie awake and hear the monsters fight Which one will take what I have left inside Every day I say the same old lie I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write But I'm outta time Every day I say the same old lie I'm feeling great and I'm doing just fine I lie awake and hear the monsters fight Which one will take what I have left inside Every day I say the same old lie I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write Am I outta time Every day I say the same old lie (but I'm outta time) Every day I say the same old lie (but I'm outta time) Every day I say the same old lie Every day every day Every day I say the same old lie (but I'm outta time) I'm doing great and I'm feeling just fine (but I'm outta time) I lie awake as silence screams inside My only escape is in the page I write (every day every day) Every day I don't know why monsters tell me I will never be enough Say the moment wasn't real When I called the devil's bluff Say the pills are a placebo I'm just lying to myself And there wasn't any bullets In the pistol Cry for help Nah We passed that I'm screaming but I barely make a sound Feel I told you this before It's like I haven't got a mouth Beg and pleading for release For reasons God won't take me out I don't know Am I repeating Why Wait Damn it It's so loud The fire didn't take me Crashes didn't dent Pick my pill and poison But still woke up I lament Might not be tonight But still pray I die in sleep Took me years just to feel normal So this journal's where I keep Every lie I have to tell myself So no one sees the truth I can say just rhymes and poetry Place pictures in the booth And the funny thing about it We all know it's one big lie But we close our eyes and listen Maybe love is truly blind Why's my mind always attacking me Pray feelings become atrophied When actually it's apathy My mind lacks the capacity Compassion Me Myself for I Will never let me sleep I will hold all this inside of me Self hatred buried deep Picasso of the poetry Poe - DMX mix Dash of Hemingway Cobain Monk Jimi Robin Hint of Chris Blessed with words and phrases True creative mind of mine But the caveat's my muse is I'm bipolar Over time I've lost family cause I'm broken I've broke love because of this If you ask me peace or genius It would be an easy pick Wish I didn't need this pencil Wish I didn't need to drink Doesn't matter what I tell you I can't change the way I think Pray each blink is when it's finished Is it wrong to curse the gift Does it matter what's the present If it's wrapped in piss and shit Hope this paints the perfect picture Hope this shows you how it is Every night when hold the pistol Tell the lie that I should live
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