cryogenic sleep

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I've been living like a spider in the corner of my bedroom
A recluse
Never let loose
Never felt special
Until I started to speculate things that I read through my spectacles
Questioning everything
Especially everything that seems like it isn't well thought out
Containing a message through which you take a lesson
Celebrities try to be role models, but don't follow everything you see on TV
Just try to form your own image
Nobody does it anymore
Go figure
What with all the magazines and advertisers telling people what they're supposed to be
Hopefully you notice all the bogus that they're floating right in front of you and even on the periphery
Giving free tips to anybody who's listening
Get skinny
Quit living without God
Buy guns, do drugs; it's not wrong
Don't follow the flock to the slaughter
Form your own thoughts and opinions
Let your mind wander to the inner most reaches of your being
Become self-actualized
Actually know all the reasons for why you keep breathing
"Why do I keep breathin"?
For too long, I have been in cryogenic sleep
1000 years and I never even made a single peep
I sleep better when I'm clinging to Z's
And I sing better when the music is singing to me
And this isolation's been getting to me
That's a thought that'll probably cross my mind Again and again and again
I need a friend, but I've been pushin em to the end
I used to depend on the kindness of strangers
Til I found out, that most won't wanna help you if it doesn't help themselves
Everybody is stuck livin in a simple existence,
run by the power of luck
And makin a couple of bucks; working a job that they hate
So they can pay bills,
Buy drugs
Buy clothes
Buy cars
Buy hopes
Buy dreams
It seems like the whole world is soul-searching
We seem so certain that we'll find our sole purpose
I thank god for that moment where I hit an emotional rock bottom
Cuz that's the first step in solving the problem
And often I've struggled with keeping my pride inside of my mouth
Instead of swallowing it
And admitting I need assistance to fix this mess
I am stalwart and persistent
But I'm distant, yes
I've been so scared to come out of my own world
And there is nowhere I can go to keep my whole world from crashing down
And I've been asking how
But only asking myself
I need an outside perspective to gain some perspective
And explain why I seem desperate for connection
Cuz I dont recognize depression
I always thought it was a myth
Or an urban legend
But then I let it sink it's teeth into my brain and gain some leverage
And now I understand it better
You see the media monopolizes mood disorders
And people struggling with food disorders
And every schizophrenic on the planet's getting handed to the public on a platter like a sandwich
Cuz people eat it up
It think it helps the quote unquote "normal" people keep their spirits up
But even though we all see it on the screen, no one seems to want to actually believe it's us
We've become so ingrained with the feeling of being closer to our fellow humans through the movement of a filter over who we really are
"Did you get my snap, man?"

It's such a shame to see the world the way it is
We've all been falling down
And through the ash and the dust
We'll rise again cuz we must
Or run the risk of losing all we've found

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