I'm Not The Same

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Noah Hawes

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Love is here and love is gone
It can be both, isn't it strange
A broken heart is still a heart
And has value at the end of the day

I know it hurt when you figure out you ain't enough
I know that feeling is so bad when shit ain't the same
So you try to adjust with the tears and the anger you hold back
I question myself, was I doing too much

Tryna be worthy of love
I worked so hard and I thought that I certainly was
Turns out I ain't worthy enough
I think I changed. I think I'm different

Damn, I think I'm twisted by the pain
I keep on thinking about it
Looking back, it's a shame
For better or for worse, I'm different

I am not the same
For better or for worse, I'm different
I am not the same
Sometimes I feel like love is real

Other times I struggle to believe in it
My heart breaks and the pieces will get mistreated
So I fix me
What's a bed of thorns

I sleep in it
Found a metaphor and I speak with it
When my good times turn to bad times
All I remember is the bad times

And I had nights when I missed her more
I'll tell myself that I grieve different
With the tears I shed and the blood I bleed
Dripping on the floor, so I keep slipping

My real face, I'ma keep hidden
I breathe different
My lungs made out of broken glass
Steadily going back to my hopeless past

I revisit, trying to figure out where I fell short
Was my heart a tool just to help yours
Getting revelations that my world ended when the love died
Where the pale horse

I bore my soul, that was my mistake
About to build a wall, about to lock the gate
About to stand watch and remain vigilant
To guard my heart when it's locked away

So I'm loading this weapon, my chosen protection
From demons that live in my broken reflection
I pray to the Lord and I hope for a blessing
When I'm at rock bottom, the cope with depression

Approaching the precipice and it feels like that
Anything can push me over the ledge and
Some notice me stressing
My body language tells you how I feel

Like I vocally said it
I know it hurts when you figure out you ain't enough
I know that feeling is so bad when shit ain't the same
So you try to adjust with the tears and the anger you hold back

I question myself
Was I doing too much
Tryna be worthy of love
I worked so hard and I thought that I certainly was

Turns out I ain't worthy enough
I think I changed
I think I'm different
Damn, I think I'm twisted by the pain

I keep on thinking about it
Looking back, it's a shame
For better or for worse, I'm different
I am not the same

For better or for worse, I'm different
I am not the same yea yea yea
I'm not the same yea yea yea
I'm not the same yea yea yea
I'm not the same yea yea yea

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