Queer Christian

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Jafari Jeter

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You know what's crazy? 
I struggled so long to accept all of me
The wholeness of me
Man I'm out here trying to shift and change
cnd trying to be somebody that I'm not
Meanwhile God, you see me the whole time
You know the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between


My pastor asked me one time if I'm attracted to guys
I smiled and said sometimes but girls hit different 
If I try talk about it you gon look at my different 
cnd try to tell me that what I feel isn't Gods intentions
He was quiet for a minute
Then he said it's okay 
You keep praying, serving God these feelings will go away 
8 years later 
cnd ain't nothing really changed 
I just learned to suppress
cnd bottle up all my shame
But that's the name of the game right?
Long as you don't talk about it we'll keep handing you this mic
We don't wanna hear about that struggle keep it private 
Cuz It's a touchy topic so it's better if you silent 

Meanwhile I'm fasting 
Steady getting skinny
csking God why don't you change me if you hate the way I'm feeling? 
They said I needed faith, 
They said I needed discipline
You'll stop wanting women when you go through some deliverance
So I did, with everything in my body 
Learned to hate the sin and especially my body 
Couldn't seem to love what they called abomination 
Cause the different from this sin is it's my orientation


Have you ever wondered why we try to kill ourselves? 
Bc you tell us god hates a part of who we are 
cnd when you really love God and you don't want to hurt him 
You'll do anything it takes to remove his scars
Even if it means slitting wrists or popping pills 
Cuz you preach to us that death is the only way to live 
Then you take these scriptures and your throw it in our face 
Just to say that God loves you, and it's gonna be okay 
But I know what you gon say you gone blame it on me 
Say that I don't have faith and I'm being deceived 
cnd no matter what I do I can never just be 
But look suppressing who you are doesn't mean that you're free 
cnd a lot of y'all are gay but you won't say anything 
But yet you quick to tell somebody how they need to be free 
cnd if you never had that struggle 
Put your feelings aside 
Bc the word without love is really nothing but pride 
I think my letter stops here 
Everyone who loves God and struggles w being queer 
Just know you not alone in God there's no fear 
cnd no matter what they say know that God is still here 


We celebrate you cause you're truly amazing
So who are they to judge? 
Kings and Queens true supreme remember you where made from love
We celebrate you God's greatest creation so who are they to judge? 
Kings and Queens true supreme babe remember you were made from love 
Who are they who are they who are they who are they
Who are we to judge 
You were made you were made you were made you were made
You were made from love 
Who are they who are they who are they who are they
Remember, you were made from love 
Queen, Don't you ever forget 
Don't you ever forget
You were made from love 
King, don't you ever forget 
You were made from love 
Cause who are they to judge
Who are they who are they who are they 
You were made from love 
Don't you never forget 
So who are they to judge
You were made from love 
You were made you were made you were made you were made yea 
Who are they are who are they who are they who are they 
You were made from love 
You were made you were made you were made you were made 
You were made from love 
You were made you were made you were made you were made 
You were made from love 
You were made from love 

See I finally know I found someone who loves me 
Looked deep inside and I fell in love with the real me

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