So What I Want?

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Danté James

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Sittin in my room I'm contemplating what I really want
I've been in my head for quite some time and it ain't really fun 
Turning 27 gettin old in just a couple months
Everybody in my circle asking what I really want 

Maybe I don't know okay I do but that's just what it is
Keep it to myself don't wanna lose you all I'm powerless
Don't know when it happened but I'm scared to lose it all again
Pray to God like every night but feel like nothings happenin

cye
Tryna come round way
Heart been mend but it still might break
Found some things that I still can't face
Me I go MIc
When alone in my thoughts and I feel so fake
I been working on things and it's at my pace
So why do I feel like I'm losing a race
cnd there's no competition I feel so indifferent I get it
I'm tryna move forward but feel like I'm at the beginning 
I'm sick 
When did it start am I tryna forget?
Maybe I'm still not okay from the split
Dang
If that's what it is
What am I searching for what is the fix?
Feel so distorted like I'm in a mix
I've been up long days even longer nights
(To) see my dad I gotta catch a flight
Been tryna keep my feelings outta mind but it's harder tryna keep it outta sight
To be honest kind of lost the will to fight
Shawty said she outgrew my light
I was hella dim so she might be right
I'm just tryna find my happiness in life

Sittin in my room I'm contemplating what I really want
I've been in my head for quite some time and it ain't really fun 
Turning 27 gettin old in just a couple months
Everybody in my circle asking what I really want 

Maybe I don't know okay I do but that's just what it is
Keep it to myself don't wanna lose you all I'm powerless
Don't know when it happened but I'm scared to lose it all again
Pray to God like every night but feel like nothings happenin

So what I want?
So what I want?
Turning 27 gettin old in just a couple months
Everybody in my circle asking what I really want 

Look I hate to admit that my mental is weak
I been up 2 days I'm not okay but found that I'm too scared to speak
I gotta stop blaming me
Man I'm too hard on myself
I ain't picture perfect tryna be a servant but I'm realizing I need some help

Took time off but I'm back now
This my time better sit down
Y'all been too loud
Look I been talking to God he turning the odds
He told me son don't you back down
When things get hard and you feel so alone just know imma always come round
Oh yeah yeah yeah we up now

This for the therapy sessions
Every L I take ain't a loss it's a lesson
Though I been stressin
Every day I'm alive is a blessin
Know I've been a mess and look
The older I get the longer I sit in my head and I get all reflective
Been the past 3 years and I might need resettin
Feeling like ending this here on the trilogy
It just feel right to me
I been to myself but that's been the fight in me
Honestly still kinda new to this concept of me inviting all my friends to the table
Hol up
Said I wanna be alone they like so what
Guess imma give that up
Turn a new page so that chapters done

Sittin in my room I'm contemplating what I really want
I've been in my head for quite some time and it ain't really fun 
Turning 27 gettin old in just a couple months
Everybody in my circle asking what I really want 

So what I want?
So what I want?
Turning 27 gettin old in just a couple months
Everybody in my circle asking what I really want

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