Guilty Conscience

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Mic Brim

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Vynce and Rodney told me don't do it
You wasting your time explaining
Look what you going through
Is showing you
Who shows for you
Opposed to who's
Just putting on a show for you
The time you're taking
Just to get your hope renewed
It's feeling like it's overdue
And can't nobody tell you what you're supposed to do
Or try to shame it
They don't need to try relating
They just need to know that when you try escaping
You don't need no extra obligations
You just need a break
Even from the folk who're close to you
Don't wanna hear no fucking apology for it
Don't need no conversation
Until you know you're cool
You know the rules
Catch you when you up
Not a second before
Cause you can never be sure
Unless you feel like it's something you wanna message me for
Don't even mention it
It's friendship
Nothing special to credit me for
There's no resentment
Trust me
I know all about the kind of disaster that adding that to the mix
Would be a recipe for
Lord
I'm feeling guilty for abandoning my friends
But then again
If self care is abandoning your friends
In the end
Are they really your friends
If self care is abandoning your friends
Are they really your friends
My loyalty is definite
To question it
Suggests that it's
Maybe bout a deficit
Due to a prerequisite
I'm only breaking even with my folks
Either the score is tied
Or
They can be sure that I
Will sever it
As they should
And that's why I explain
I was taught anytime I need to dismiss myself from the table to preface it
With etiquette
It's
simply a courtesy
It's not owed
I'm not owned
But my conscience is holding me hostage
Waiting on Stockholm
And when I'm too tired to fight it
In comes a plot hole
It's fair to say it
There's a good chance of unreliable narration
But I prepare to face it
Even if it's just an illusion
The worst case
I'm right and now we're discussing solutions
The best case
I'm overthinking and nothing was brewing
But I'd rather jump to conclusions
Than to be stuck in confusion
I know
Sometimes when you're tryna be the humidifier
You end up being the one who lit the fire
Let's hope not though
I'm feeling guilty for abandoning my friends
But then again
If self care is abandoning your friends
In the end
Are they really your friends
If self care is abandoning your friends
Are they really your friends

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