FIRST YEAR

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Royal Ryan

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Alright, let me take you back to 2018, I decided I wanted to rap
I was a rookie in this industry, I thought I could make some history
Ghost my first single was a mess, I really felt like one even though I was blessed
Cause I was alive, but I had few by my side
I graduated high school and everybody forgot that I was alive
Shit, for the longest time I thought I was going to die
Not too long after that I started talking to this girl and she ended up becoming my girl
And was there when I dropped knight scars
She saw me smile but she didn't understand my real scars
I didn't either for a while, I woke up questioning my purpose
Everything seemed good but that was just the outer surface
I didn't know what I was doing, shit everyday I felt like I was losing
I remember saying f*ck this shit, why don't I just give up
I remember that first year, I thought I was going to blow up, I had no fans
I remember people telling me to shut up, nobody gave a f*ck back then
So I almost gave up, yeah I almost gave up, no I can't make this up
I remember that first year, I thought I was going to blow up, I had no fans
I remember people telling me to shut up, nobody gave a f*ck back then
So I almost gave up, yeah I almost gave up, no I can't make this up
I can never quit, I got to keep going, they hating on me because I'm growing
I believe in me, know this is my destiny
You don't have to like it but you still got to respect me
It's funny, some people thought they could get the best of me, dealt with pain so long
You could never understand me
I don't do this for you though, I do it for me and my family
It's been that way since the beginning
Yeah, January first was Knight scars, and in March I dropped a EP
April was Aries' attitude on my birthday, and I noticed they still weren't feeling me
In May have had a dizzy spell, shit that whole summer felt like I was living in hell
Cause I was in a toxic relationship and I was worried about my health, and my music
Sucked cause all I wanted was wealth, it was kind of fucked up
Ended up breaking up and I dropped another project
Yeah that was fucked up, cause nobody cared
I remember the end of the year I was back with her
Shit that was the third time we
Broke up and got back together
I should've been working on music instead of arguing with her
Always accusing me of cheating, she was the one who cheated though
We broke up in January, dropped Dark Knight in May
And I said I think it's time to take
A break, f*ck this
I remember that first year, I thought I was going to blow up, I had no fans
I remember people telling me to shut up, nobody gave a f*ck back then
So I almost gave up, yeah I almost gave up, no I can't make this up
I remember that first year, I thought I was going to blow up, I had no fans
I remember people telling me to shut up, nobody gave a f*ck back then
So I almost gave up, yeah I almost gave up, no I can't make this up

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