First Things First, Sorry That I'm Late

Follow 0 fans

MPRFCT

6:17

0 Views

 The easy, fast & fun way to learn how to sing: 30DaySinger.com

(The intro should be me typing thank you to anyone who bought my album or supported my music)

First things first, I'm sorry that I'm late
Tried to put in work kept adding to my plate
Silence is a curse, maybe I'm afraid
Tired of writin' verses and hiding em' away
Changed  name, ten years without a song
Is not what you deserve, ive been writin' all along
Trying to become perfect, Trying to right my wrongs
Been trying to find worth, inside, I'm finding flaws

What if they say I'm not Hiphop enough, when this drops
They spit, gosh, the disc jocks are rough
I'm pissed off when list tops are kid songs
If this drops but it's not a hit did I give not enough

If they say I'm not Hiphop enough, when this drops
And diss on my hits not existin and such
Will I just get pissed off, or will I brush it off
Afraid that my clips are not tik tok enough

I took a pitstop from making my Hiphop
Am I part of it but just different in cost
No marketing gimmicks,but so hard to insist not
Be part of it, if im not the shit that the kids cop

So list off the rip offs you hate but lip lock
But this topic's not for debate;
A missed opportunity Is often your fate
When you let your wristwatch tick tick tick tock away

Constantly ashamed, caught in the same spot
Confidence is razed, I wish that I had tre naughts
Followin my name and it started with andre , stop...
too early to name drop

Talent needs to gain though, before you entertain those
Thoughts that you wont stay broke, if you make your payroll
Come from what I make, yo, what if your the same though
What if all your shame wont ever get yous name known

I stick with workin, now they know your hurtin Now
They know your burnin' out verses are curses now
Every interview you do a chance that they know you

Fame is never comin, if you don't plan on running
But if your good at somethin, better be huntin'
Aiming for the summit afraid that I'll plummet
Strained from always runnin' Strained from always runnin'

Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw tighten
Cant find the cause
Caught my breath quickenin'
Cant find the reason
Demons been writing
Thought about givin' in


Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw tighten
Cant find the cause
Caught my breath quickenin'
Cant find the reason
Demons been writing
Thought about givin' in


Thought about givin' in (because im frightened)
Thought about givin' in (because im frightened)
Thought about givin' in (because im frightened)
Thought about givin' in (because im frightened)


Straight from hiatus, hey, am I famous yet
If I play the game will I gain respect
Or am I faceless, safe when placin' bets
Afraid to say that I remain depressed

Wished for no flaws  don't listen if you don't want
Permission to prolong, so on and so on
So far, im so blind, so hard to slow time
I know  if I don't start to go far I wont like the fall

Ive got of doubts
Ive got of doubts
Ive got of doubts
That I cant surmount

Ive got of doubts
Ive got of doubts
Ive got of doubts
That I cant surmount

Unless I let em' out
Been expectin' a drought
Cant let go the doubt
Unless I let it Out
Unless I let it Out
Been expectin' a drought
Cant let go the doubt


Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw tighten
Cant find the cause
Caught my breath quickenin'
Cant find the reason
Demons been writing
Thought about givin' in


Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw tighten
Cant find the cause
Caught my breath quickenin'
Cant find the reason
Demons been writing
Thought about givin' in

Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw less I let him out
Lost cause
Caught my breath better let it out
Find the reason
Demons been Pesterin about
Not givin in

Caught in my flaws
Watch my jaw less I let him out
Lost cause
Caught my breath better let it out
Find the reason
Demons been Pesterin about
Not givin in
I'm Wrestlin my doubt


I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt

I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt
I'm wrestlin' my doubt

So i'm startin to learn
No wealth in being selfish
Feelin helpless
Not myself with every fault I held in
And put em in a pen
Put em in yjr rhymes, now everyone can find them
For so long I was blind, likley I ignored
Better if I tried I didnt think I was of import
Pourin' all my time, in devices I hoarde cause
Silence isn't kind to me, neither is the porn
I need to abort it, deport it from my psyche
Mind was distorted wanting everyone to like me
Writing portraits thinkin they define me
Ended up ignoring everything I had inside me

I'm startin to learn how to accept my faults
Too many to recall but I'm a product of em all
I'll face the fall, No matter how it goes
Its tragic that my shows, will have me feelin so exposed
But I let fear control so much it sears my soul
These tears are cold though they disappear when scolded but
They steer my goals by gettin' near the coals and
I fear I'm gettin' old enough your ears will close

Who wants to listen in to someone who is so
Lazy yet he chose to not work on fixin' those
Divots in his soul
Pivot foot is shown
Givin' up his goals
Isn't an option but they're so
Finicky with those
People that they chose
Some are artists though
Others products they sold
Which one am I of those
Am I the one I chose
I just wanna know
How far that I could go
If I could just focus

If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus

If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus

If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus
Would I notice?

If I could focus
If I could focus
If I could focus
Would you notice?

 Watch: New Singing Lesson Videos Can Make Anyone A Great Singer