NOT ENOUGH (feat. Retrax)

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Yeah, I think I'm losing my mind as I fall asleep
Can't make myself feel alright, this ain't helping me
I stay up all night thinking if I should let this be
Can't escape it 'cause it still does haunt me in my dreams

I get so mad at myself when I think about all of these questions "what if?"
Man, I know if I could have I would have
There ain't no questioning it
I've been working on myself
And I feel like Im doing too much
A day goes by
And I feel I ain't doing enough
I'm on my knees, crying out
"Lord help me, please, I'm tired now"
I need that peace to find out
What's inside of me, It's time now
Taking a step back
I dont expect anything to go the way I want it to
Maybe I held back
Too much when I should have let it go like I wanted to
My life's a mess, I'm kinda stressed
I don't wanna think of anything
'Cause all I think about is negative
I feel like there ain't no helping it
My mind is wandering every minute
Every topic going 'round, it's spinning
Then I come back to the same beginning
The cycle repeats and that's how I'm living

Yeah, I think I'm losing my mind as I fall asleep
Can't make myself feel alright, this ain't helping me
I stay up all night thinking if I should let this be
Can't escape it 'cause it still does haunt me in my dreams
I think I'm losing my mind as I fall asleep
Can't make myself feel alright, this ain't helping me
I stay up all night thinking if I should let this be
Can't escape it 'cause it still does haunt me in my dreams

I think I'm losing my mind 'cause it's hard to sleep
Got a lot of things I'm questioning
"Is is everybody depressed like me?"
I don't want to feel it, I'm killing it while I'm killing me
And covering up the real me
I don't want to still be
Stuck here sad, not able to make anyone around me happy
Anybody fill me?
Even when I'm winning, feel like everyone a critic
Even everyone I live with doesn't get it, people Trippin
And they tell me I should stop all this pretend, and make a living
But I guess nobody really comprehending on my vision
Got me feeling like I'm crumbling heavily
But I'll never be the gimmick of a stumbling family
I'm a better me, I give it to the melody therapy
No amphetamine, I spit  it for the people like me
Who don't feel like they're enough
This is for everyone up all night wondering
If their mind ever stops running like NASCAR's
Like they sit on the edge of the seat with anxiety
Only wishing on the bad stars
And I hate the way living just feels like it's empty
Wish I could go back far to me in the backyard
Eating PB&J with no worries 'for I had a sad heart
Holding too much and I don't let it out
Till I feel like I'm already gone, ayy
Critically Judge and I fill me with doubt
Maybe there's something I should be on
Convince me that I'm not enough and I worry too much
Always hard on myself even though that I know that it's wrong
If you be feeling the same, then stand up and sing along

Yeah, I think I'm losing my mind as I fall asleep
Can't make myself feel alright, this ain't helping me
I stay up all night thinking if I should let this be
Can't escape it 'cause it still does haunt me in my dreams
I think I'm losing my mind as I fall asleep
Can't make myself feel alright, this ain't helping me
I stay up all night thinking if I should let this be
Can't escape it 'cause it still does haunt me in my dreams

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