Tonight's About To Die (Shall We?)

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Unlucky Joy

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Inane invasive questions
Because you sat down
In the seats by the door
'how dare you nothing's wrong'
At least visibly, invisible to
Everyone and the tests
Of patience and rechecking
That nothing's fallen off yet

This heart beats out of time
But no one can tell why
Vision blurring, head spinning
Does this happen every time?
Less a person more an amalgamate of symptoms
Though no one ever can tell the difference

Why can't I get a break for one night?

Over and over, the same scene, it plays out
Must it always end with me being peeled off of the concrete?
It repeats, the cost of this disease
Will this be the night where it all ends in flashing lights?

Wake up, tomorrow a day like most others
Waiting for the static in my nerves to disappear
Hoping, ignoring, spent useless time wanting
A reprieve, an answer
An escape from unknown fears

Take more, test more
Like a lab rat
Don't know the point
Still no answers

Misadventures leaving you
with yet another bruise
Dragged onto the bus, barely walking
home safe somehow
Never drinking alcohol but
always the one who goes wrong
Stuck in bed, awake again
Uncomfortable, it's agony

Is it a placebo if it works on someone else?
Tests all come back clear but the knowledge never helps 
Would taking out an eye stop the pain?
Disconnect the errant nerve from my brain

Why the f*ck does this always happen?

Over and over, the same scene, it plays out
Must it always end with me being peeled off of the concrete?
It repeats, the cost of this disease
Will this be the night where it all ends in flashing lights?

Wake up, tomorrow a day like most others
Waiting for the static in my nerves to disappear
Hoping, ignoring, spent useless time wanting
A reprieve, an answer
An escape from unknown fears

Take more, test more
Like a lab rat
Maybe this time
I'll learn something new

Over and over, the same scene, it plays out
Must it always end with me being peeled off of the concrete?
It repeats, the cost of this disease
Will this be the night where it all ends in flashing lights?

I'll wake up, tomorrow a day like most others
Waiting for the static in my nerves to disappear
Hoping, ignoring, spent useless time wanting
A reprieve, an answer
So please...

Over and over, the same scene, it plays out
Must it always end with me being peeled off of the concrete?
It repeats, the cost of this disease.
Will this be the night where it all ends in flashing lights?

Wake up, tomorrow a day like most others
Waiting for the static in my nerves to disappear
Hoping, ignoring, spent useless time wanting
A reprieve, an answer
An escape from unknown fears

Take more, test more
Like a lab rat
Don't know the point
Still no answer

I'm still alive
Please don't worry
Just don't treat me
Like I'm fragile

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