Lose My Cool

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Cardynal

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More than often, I've been haunted by reoccurring insecurities
My wants and cravings all been blurring, I can't tell if I been helping or hurting me
Vices cut me like a surgeon, I'm coping 'fore that shit occur to me
I don't give a f*ck, and that worries me
If I'm wilin out, don't encourage me
My inferiority complex finna end up destroying me
Can't avoid I can't fill that void in me
Paranoid I'm not worth the loyalty
And it's crazy 'cause I'm out here popping like never before
This apathy annoying me
It's never enough to enjoy the peace
Man, I swear my ego like to toy with me
I don't got depression but all of this repetition been depressing me
If I ain't on 10, I'm regressing
All of this pressure been pressing me heavily
I been through all of these lessons
But when I need it, that's when I start forgetting things
And I done got all of these blessings and still found a way to reset myself mentally
Yuh yuh yuh yuh
Uh, uh, uh-uh
Yeah yeah
Okay yuh
No, no, no
Yeah
My car broke down and my phone died
Gotta upgrade but got no bread
I been putting in the work but I'm still feeling fucked over like I'm in the bottom of a bunk bed
Lately I been feeling like my hands tied
I ain't even know where to go next
I'm just biding my time
Bracing inside my mind
Waiting for some to blow again
I need patience
But patience comes with practice and I hate it
Ain't a natural at everything, just face it
Getting used to the taste of defeat
Honestly these days repeat and repeat
Still going up but everybody sleep
This rap shit's catching up to me
I think I'm okay
But I'm boutta lose my cool
I been on 10 too long
Now it's starting to feel like a rule
Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do
Now there's even less to say
Counting the days till I look like a fool
I got a nice job and a good girl
Got a new whip in like one week
I got it pretty good to be down bad
I be hella tired but I can't sleep
All of this pressure I put on myself
That's why I do it like nobody else
But maybe this method ain't good for my health
But really it's all that I know
I think I'm okay
But I'm boutta lose my cool
I been on 10 too long
Now it's starting to feel like a rule
Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do
Now there's even less to say
Counting the days till I look like a fool
I just need patience
But damn the price of patience is understated
Tryna hold onto the hope that I'll make it
But every day I get a lil more complacent
I got no choice but to face it
I think I'm okay
But I'm boutta lose my cool
I been on 10 too long
Now it's starting to feel like a rule
Whole lotta shit going on and there still ain't nothing to do
Now there's even less to say
Counting the days till I look like a...
Counting the days till I look like a fool

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