NEW FOLD (Outro)

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Kane Keid

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Yeah, uh
I'm indirectly feeling blamed
I'm indirectly feeling shamed
I'm indirectly still amazed at how my passion still the same
How I'm learning all the secrets to the game
When I speak, revealing pain
When I speak, revealing change just so y'all are entertained
And y'all should feel ashamed 'cause you require more
I'm giving life to art while it's the very thing I'm dying for
Distorted memories of me before I wrote a rhyme or
Lied for my pride, forgetting what I was designed for
Now I push myself out of bed at 3 AM
Sheets sunk in sweat, I'm worried 'bout my life and where I been
Anxiety levels rising, I'm thinking "Brother, not again"
Phone charging, I reach over, I dial and call a friend
But nobody picking up
I realise I'm all alone and that it sucks but
I'm dropping to my knees, I'm using prayer as a crutch
Cup overflowing, God if it's your will, let it be done but
Growing up we wasn't privileged
Growing we had to eat in smaller portions
'Cause the food and cash was limited
Everyday was a new predicament
Predicted it when I would go to sleep watching my mom disfigured
And I figured that the alcohol would trigger him
I trickle in, tryna grab a pad and pen
Then again, isolate myself, and play the beat and get to scribbling my feelings
And I visited a place where dreams is possible and bigger than
Life itself and what my mom and family was living in
Self-limited, self-centred and undisciplined
Inhibited, unforgiving and this the behaviour that I elicited
Committed it, so growing up I had the underdog mentality
"It's me against the world" wasn't no fallacy
Analogies I had in my head led to insanity
Expressed myself like no one listening, using profanity
Crazy

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