Fraudulent February

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It's absolute madness putting this pen to sadness
And it's a gut-wrenching feeling seeing you battling your feelings
And it hurt, it hurt me deep when you left at 3 a.m
After you already left once to go humor him

You already left once to go humor him
Just wanted you to feel my soul and song
Instead you're feeling some rapper getting along
It's like, whoa man, that hurts, it pinches the nerve

And it hurts me to the core
That I pushed you away and you don't want anymore
And you got up and left me
At 3 a.m. you said that it'd be just long enough

To go and go home and get tucked in
And I was feeling crushed with my newfound selfless love
And I woke up and I knew you weren't by my side
I knew you weren't by my side

So I picked up some coffee and I decided to go for a ride
To your house, I went to your house
And when I got there I saw the car that belonged to your new guy
And instantly I was torn, I cried

And clearly, clearly he had spent the night
That's pain, it hurts
Now you have no furniture
I heard you'd rather be with him under our blanket and our covers

It was always sacred, we were lovers, man
It was sacred, we were lovers
And so I had to pour the coffee out
Because I can't drink the cream

And I was praying that I'd wake up from this very bad, bad dream
I was praying that I'd wake up from this very bad dream
Why did I let this happen
Why did I keep on drinking when you begged me to stop

Like, why can't I go back in time and turn back the clock
Why can't I go back in time and turn back the clock
I don't know, I wish I could, it sucks
But thankfully you reached out with mercy

And we talked, we talked about love
While you're quarantined
But lately you'd rather be locked up with him, not me
Yes, you'd rather be locked up with him, not me

You're quarantined, you'd rather be locked up with him, not me
And that hurts
You beat around the bush about dinner tonight
But then you said, maybe we can have space today

Let's have some space
And I smiled and I brought you toilet paper anyway
And we talked about love
And I started to cry a little

And said my friends and that guy are coming over tonight
I can't help but wonder if you're holding him close
Playing video games while I'm all alone
Yes, you're holding him close while playing video games

And I'm all alone writing poetry, sad poetry of course
And God, do I deserve this humility to commit to my misery
I deserve this humility to commit to my misery
I should be holding you close, I should be the one

Instead, you're having fun with your friends
And all I see is this ghost, a dark shadow of a ghost
Sleep well tonight with him by your side
While I cry myself to sleep wishing I'd gotten it right

But maybe tomorrow you'll wake up and say
God, I really miss Tony and the person he's trying to become
But you might wake up and say
Let's play Call of Duty, where's my gun

What is love? What is love
Love is more than just a feeling, it's life
Let me selflessly love you and pray I never lose you
Selflessly love and pray I never lose you

Whether we get to see our potential blossoming beauty
I wish you the best
But know this is the universe that's trying to put us to the test
And don't question synchronicities

Let's put the negativity to rest
I want to be the best, I've always wanted to be the best
I want to be better than the rest for you
For you

That's love
The deepest, darkest pain
The deepest, darkest pain that was crushing me
Transformed into a butterfly that's floating silently

And away it goes, away it goes
The deepest, darkest pain that was crushing me
Transformed into a butterfly that's floating silently
And away it goes

And I love you and I miss you
I'm sorry
Ghost

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