Hate In My Heart

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Ethan Mason Gill

Ethan Mason Gill is a musical artist known for his heartfelt lyrics and soulful sound. His music encompasses a blend of folk, indie, and acoustic elements, creating a soothing and introspective atmosphere. Gill's storytelling abilities shine through his songs, resonating with listeners who appreciate honest and reflective music. more »

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It's time that I make me a change, I'm tryna do better, got too much hate in my heart
Through the struggle and all of the pain, see my tears in the rain, dying slowly and falling apart
I just been feeling so lost, drowning in darkness, they say it get better with time
Just to cope, I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice, hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme
It's time that I make me a change, it's time to do better, I got too much hate in my heart
Constantly at war with my demons, I fight with depression, I'm mentally falling apart
Even though shit has been hard, tryna get through the days, I've been putting my pain in my art
Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice, hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme
Suicide, I done thought about it, these my darkest days, don't wanna talk about it
Hurt so long, I've been fighting battles, I done lost it all, but never lost the talent
This heart of mine dark and it's too cold, get drunk as I'm stare at the moonlight
Feel like I'm living with two souls, promised to my mama I do right
Lost a few brothers, I knew long, didn't get the chance to say goodbye
Even though I'm still young, I feel too old, constantly thinking about suicide
I've been going through changes, thoughts race a mile a minute
Pop outside and do business, no camera, no witness
All of the blood that he lost, won't even say who did it
These niggas be bitches, glocks with them 30 extensions
My niggas won't blank on a mission, better watch what you say
Slide on your homies and play, murder your family and squad, leave em out of commission
Make up for all of them nights, that my poor mama had cried
Swear that I can't even remember the times that I hurt her and tried to apologize
I guess you know what they say, if there's a will, there's a way
I've been exhausted for war, see it all over my face
I guess you know what they say, if there's a will, there's a way
I've been exhausted for war, see it all over my face
It's time that I make me a change, I'm trying to do better
Got too much hate in my heart, through the struggle and all of the pain see my tears in the rain, dying slowly and falling apart
I just been feeling so lost, drowning in darkness, they say it get better with time
Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice
Hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme
It's time that I make me a change, it's time to do better
I got too much hate in my heart, constantly at war with my demons
A fight with depression, I'm mentally falling apart
Even though shit has been hard, trying to get through the days
I've been putting my pain in my art
Just to cope I abuse all these drugs, I hope they don't notice
Hear the pain in my voice when I rhyme

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