Message In A Bottle

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Sage Holland

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I left a message in a bottle for you
You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you
To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year
Should I control or delete it? I know you feel as if I'm conceited
But I've been going through some things that no one's seeing
Looking up at the stars in the sky, asking why I'm breathing
Pain is getting deeper and deeper and I've been trying to stay afloat
But it's been getting hard for me to keep on breathing and breathing
All these seasons and seasons, time keeps passing me by
And still my room I'm never leaving, but with you I had a reason
And they'll never understand what I know about me
Got a heart made of gold but it's cold out here
Cause they don't wanna love you like you love them
They wasn't for you in the first place, f*ck them
I've been so broken and didn't want no one to see it
I froze up and got sober and now I finally see it
I'm fucked up, you fucked up, but you don't wanna believe it
It was a love heist and we broke even
Both stealing from each other and by the weekend we was seeing other people
It gets deeper and deeper, I've been falling apart
But I didn't wanna believe it, you ain't seeing what I seeing
I left a message in a bottle for you
You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you
To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year
Should I control or delete it? I know you feel as if I'm conceited
But I've been going through some things, that no ones seeing
Looking up at the stars in the sky, that's why I'm breathing
And breathing, the pain is getting deeper and deeper
Maybe I'm just ranting, but part of me feels like you never did what I did
Not to say I'm better than anyone, but I was holding you with the same hands
The held guns, thinking about blowing my brains out for the f*ck of it
And maybe I wasn't healed from it, but I'd be damned if I didn't save you from it
Because the last thing I want is for you to go through something
Especially what I did, and still I stand by this
I'm in the room with the highest
I've been talking to the angels and the stars and they're crying
It's a year passed over and I don't feel like dying
I just feel we ain't have the best timing
And I know you moved past this
And I know it probably sounds like I'm living in the past tense
But I really don't need you here no more
I just want you to know my love lives on
I left a message in a bottle for you
You never picked it up and I've been stuck on if it's better for you
To never read it, it's been on my dresser for a year
Should I control alt delete it, I know you feel as if I'm conceited
But I've been going through some things
That no ones seeing
Looking up at the stars in the sky, asking why I'm breathing
And breathing, asking why I'm breathing
And breathing, it's eternal with me
Though I never stand in your face and talk with you
You ain't never far off my mind, I got love for you
Yeah, I know that's conflicting, but that's life
I hope you've been alright
And I see you got a new man
And although it's not me, I'm happy that you could love again
May it give you everything that I cant
And your praise to the tune of the lover's dance
If you're wondering about me
I've been real good, I've been loving on me
And I'm talking about the real me
Not the fake image that almost killed me
Yeah, I learned from you and started healing
And I'm better now than I ever have been
And so I thank you for the past tense
Because without you, I wouldn't have me
And I know I didn't work
And I know I made mistakes
But don't think I don't cherish every memory
I wish you achieve every dream that you've ever set out for
Maybe in another lifetime, it'll work at the right time
Until then, this is goodbye

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