Still Sleep

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Yeah, Yeah (what happened?)
Every day I wake up wishing I was still sleep
You can see it in my eyes, but ya'll don't peep
Brush my teeth, I don't know who's in my mirror
Zoning out on small talk, I don't hear ya
Say "I can't complain. Heard we'll get rain
Want to blow out my brains and tomorrow the same
Sick of this shit, can't just sit through this routine
40 hour weeks for 40 years? That's what you dream
Saw a two seam, life threw a curve ball
Swing and a miss, at a Miss, I should curve all
Shorty said she love me, wish I wasn't distant
So I ran to find another in an instant
Is that toxic? Easy when you snake bit
At least I'm being honest, I don't ever fake shit
Real with the feels and the seal authentic
And every single word in my note know I meant it

I'm demented, cut off every last appendage
I'm independent, don't remember what a friend is
Skull is dented, skeleton left undefended
I can't amend it, but threw a bandage
Saw you crack a smile that was my pound of flesh
What you mean it's hard to breathe with fingers round your neck
Everyday leave empty handed like cash counterfeit
If I could wake up without dread, I would be proud of it

Family's always asking why I seem stressed
When they know it's in my genes and the seams stressed
Taking up space, nothing matters
Zero chemistry with all the chatter
F*ck we got to speak about
I share my soul, they leak it out
They tell me to repent and try to vent and try to be devout
I admit I'm paranoid, socializing I avoid
I just sit at night and gaze into the void
The ball's in your court when I cross over
I'll leave this world as a young lost nova
Told I'm selfish, cause some might miss me
So stay unhappy? No that's too risky
I don't know how y'all live in denial. Bliss
And when I point it out, you call me nihilist
Don't need therapy, I know who's crazy
It's all you motherfuckers acting like it shouldn't phase me
Said it takes real guts to continue
Guess I lack bravery, guess they couldn't save me
Guess I disappoint in the end just how I did when I started
Before broken hearted dearly departed
Aimless, shameless, some call it heinous
Some will probably follow in my steps and then blame this
You know families torn when families mourn
But I won't be around to deal with family scorn

I'm demented, cut off every last appendage
I'm independent, don't remember what a friend is
Skull is dented, skeleton left undefended
I can't amend it, but threw a bandage
Saw you crack a smile that was my pound of flesh
What you mean it's hard to breathe with fingers round your neck
Everyday leave empty handed like cash counterfeit
If I could wake up without dread, I would be proud of it

Every day I wake up wishing I was still sleep
You can see it in my eyes, but y'all don't peep
Every day I wake up wishing I was still sleep
You can see it in my eyes, you can see it in my eyes
Every day I wake up wishing I was still sleep
You can see it in my eyes, but y'all don't peep
Every day I wake up wishing I was still sleep
You can see it in my eyes, you can see it in my eyes

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