iDENTITY CRIXIS

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Leduna

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Been through hell and back yeah I know it's absurd
I swear on my life even though I hate to curse
To commit suicide is a thought that always occur
Self harm is a problem that ain't got a cure
Uh uh
My vision has gotten worse
The good times are a blur
All the pictures of me smiling are starting to burn
People be calling me stone faced because of my blank gestures
But they don't know that I can't pretend to smile when It's hard for me to survive through all of the hurt arrgh
My pain is at it's worst
My problems are in reverse
Every moment feels so obscure
Even when I'm at home I feel insecure
Right now I'm feelin more anxious than I was before
I'm like a lion that forgot how to roar
The only thing I can feel is the pain of the sore
Heart that I got from the day that I was born
My parents thought they raised a winner but their son became a sinner who's life is a war uh
I didn't know who I was
But now I know who I am aye
I left the old me behind
Cuz I don't give a damn yuh
About the old times
Now I'm a new man aye
My IDENTITY CRISIS ain't gonna hold me back aye
People always be telling me: Tim you have changed
I don't know who that is that ain't even my name
The old me is dead but I'm here to stay
I might seem happy on the outside
But I got many secrets that I hide
Got to many problems on my mind
One of my biggest wishes is to die
So that I can get away from all the trauma
And all of the drama
Suicidal thoughts are spitting on me like a llama
They tell me to do it
One cut through the neck and you will be free from all the abusement
That you've been through
It feels like my childhood was ruined by my parents and that's cruel
Every time I speak up I'm adding fire to the fuel
My life is gasoline and I'm a fire that's about to get loose
My parents don't respect me so why should I respect people who
Can't take the consequences of their actions instead of blaming the youth
We're livin in a new generation and I was raised by fools
I've already done enough for you bitch and I've got nothing to prove ugh
I didn't know who I was
But now I know who I am aye
I left the old me behind
Cuz I don't give a damn yuh
About the old times
Now I'm a new man aye
My IDENTITY CRISIS ain't gonna hold me back aye
Aye
Who am I?
I am me aye
L E D to the U N A baby

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