Broken

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Jay Nitz

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I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
And I keep thinking bout you
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
Can't believe that it's true
Guess I'll keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you
I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
And I keep thinking bout you
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
Can't believe that it's true
Guess I'll keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you

Look
I been all alone
Bottle in my hand
Got the 40 to my dome
Yeah
My people ain't picking up the phone
It's another 40 minutes
Before my shorty gets
Home
Been thinking bout my pops
Man
And how he just
Left me on my own
I was a child when he left
But regardless of that
The pain still hurts when you grown
And yes I know
About some drama
I know all too well bout trauma
So If you weren't gon' help her raise me
Then why the f*ck
You f*ck my momma
Why the f*ck you aint wrap it up
If you was only gonna run away from these problems
Where were you when I needed you huh
Being a father to another man's daughters
Word
All of the lessons I've learned
That one there hurt me the worst
Cause you were there
When they needed you most
But where were you when
I needed you first
I had to do this shit by myself
All alone
All On my own
No matter how old that I get
It still left a whole right in my soul

I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
And I keep thinking bout you
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
Can't believe that it's true
Guess I'll keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you
I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
And I keep thinking bout you
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
Can't believe that it's true
Guess I'll keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you

See
You was all alone
Dealing with some things
That nobody would've known
Yeah
Thought you were on some bull
So
I didn't wanna answer my phone
Man
I was dealing with my own pain
Dealing with my home when
9 am
August 12th
I got a call from a lady
Trying to tell me that
She's your girlfriend
Look I'm a bit busy Ms. Lady
Would you please stop playing on my phone
She said my pops went walking
Last night by himself
And he never came home
My whole damn life
He been gone and running
So at least to me
That is no surprise
She said
The police found him dead on a trail this morning
They're ruling it a suicide
I think I died a little bit inside
Before all of this anger began to rise
How in the world could he kill himself
Ain't even leave us a reason why
As the tears roll to floor
All my pride went out the door
And I was broken
But nothing like before

I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
I can't believe that it's true
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
I keep thinking bout you
While I keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you
I really felt broken
I really can't focus
I don't know what to do
I've been down in my feelings
I can't believe that it's true
I really felt broke and
I really felt hopeless
I keep thinking bout you
While I keep downing these spirits
Until I'm closer to you

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