Stranger (feat. Juvy!)

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Let me scribble this down
Hold up

Persons everywhere
I'll tell you that I'm not quite sure that I've ever felt stranger
Having everything
That I've wanted but sometimes I just feel alone
Every time I've tried
To feel alive
I see the faces of a million strangers
Paranoid gets me
Like I cannot beat it
I'm lost to my anxiety

I jump at the chance to retaliate
At the moments in my life that inaugurate
Me, as a person that'd be full of hate
If I just give in to the state or states
Of mind I'm a helpless victim of fate
I try to right the wrongs
Instead of giving in to the cuts
Because of the suffering that still lasts so fucking long
A month is a month
A week is a week
A day is a day
But life is a dream that just doesn't go away
Boil it down to a minute because within it
I'm explicit in my limits
Because an hour is too long for my spirit to handle
Can you hear this?
I need you to hear this
It's the sound of happiness
But I can't hold on to it it slips through my fists
Can you see this?
My wrists are twisted
It speaks for me when I just want to be heard
So listen

Persons everywhere
I'll tell you that I'm not quite sure that I've ever felt stranger
Having everything
That I've wanted but sometimes I just feel alone
Every time I've tried
To feel alive
I see the faces of a million strangers
Paranoid gets me
Like I cannot beat it
I'm lost to my anxiety

I need a map
Where am I at?
Find the right path
Fat chance at that
Got to deal with the thoughts any way you spin it
So where's the door?
Just keep ignoring
That I'm at war
That I've been here before
Got to deal with the wreckage
Am I just an exhibit?
Feels like I got all these eyes on me
Stay in my cage because life's got me
Feeling helpless
Just come help me
I need a break
Something to lift me
Out of the void
It's annoying that I have no choice
Even if there's a way out
I feel like I have no strength to avoid
The silence
Violence
In me
Nightly
But not at the earth
But at my birth I'm tired of being so highly
Depressed
Unrested
Ingest
The hatred
Of the world
Clean it up but I'm always a fucking mess

Persons everywhere
I'll tell you that I'm not quite sure that I've ever felt stranger
Having everything
That I've wanted but sometimes I just feel alone
Every time I've tried
To feel alive
I see the faces of a million strangers
Paranoid gets me
Like I cannot beat it
I'm lost to my anxiety

I ain't been feeling myself
In what feels like forever
I told myself "I swear one day I'll have my shit together"
I went from waiting day by day to year by year
Let me be clear
Imposter syndrome
Feel like I don't belong here but
Another part of me tells me something different
It don't mean that I'm stupid just because I may be ignorant
I don't mind if you're watching
Enjoy what it is you're witnessing
But understand I don't care
I got my own predicaments
See currently I lack currency
So excuse me if I lack courtesy
But honestly it just occurred to me
I don't give a f*ck
I've been out of touch
Apathetic and such and such
No amount of drugs going to be enough
But I'll try again, I ain't giving up
I ain't giving up

Persons everywhere
I'll tell you that I'm not quite sure that I've ever felt stranger
Having everything
That I've wanted but sometimes I just feel alone
Every time I've tried
To feel alive
I see the faces of a million strangers
Paranoid gets me
Like I cannot beat it
I'm lost to my anxiety

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