ambivalence (looksmaxxing in my casket)
Starlena
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I'm tired, and my limbs are heavy shaky hands, and steps unsteady Can I explain myself, only if you let me I'm not one to cry for help Just waiting for another blessing to fall into my lap It's oscillating, circles from my past they circle back, and follow me Like the killer in the dark The one I slaughtered when I was 19 in the park Four years later I gawk at skaters, crystal girls I can't help, I'm a hater I bring the wine and the trauma as party favors Love is confusing, the struggle and the bruising Has crushed my lungs, screaming inducing Constant confusion, shrouded by delusion Nothing good ever lasts I'll always live a fable It hides that I'm unstable I would have patience with you If I was willing and able But I'm addicted to art The proposition of a fresh start For Christ's sake, I live in a basement I'm no stranger to a shot in the dark But there's no time stamp on a new beginning So for now, I'll twiddle my thumbs here waiting And everything changes everything changes And everything changes Ambivalence and displacement Everything changes everything changes Everything changes Ambivalence and displacement And everything burns and bleeds it's the passage of time A growing growing seed Disturbia Oh, who can I believe? The streetlights are flashing the streetlights are flashing And every ounce of my love has reached its limit This is between me and God Ambivalence We are all submissive to change Tie me up in velvet ropes as I work myself to the grave And when the curtain falls at the end of the play I'll look pretty in my casket Rate my dead body five out of five Cemented online, certified fantastic We are all submissive to change Tie me up in velvet ropes as I work myself to the grave And when the curtain falls at the end of the play I'll look pretty in my casket Rate my dead body five out of five Cemented online, certified fantastic Ambivalence, everything changes Ambivalence, nameless and faceless Ambivalence, tasteless and graceless Ambivalence, another day wasted Ambivalence, everything changes Ambivalence, vain and flirtatious Ambivalence, insane and audacious Ambivalence, another day wasted And all this wasted time has hit my head I fell upon the bedroom floor before you I bled What a blur it was and it wasn't worth it A moment of worship has thrown me to shit And I mistook a few idiots for angels Months and months of scars from several strangers The body keeps the score, and it's adding up What a waste of time trying to love Oh, praise be, Lord Jesus, praise be How I love change and change loves me Change loves me, change loves me Change loves me, change loves me, bitch And it hurts, and I like it Call me demented, call me a masochist I love change, is it realistic? Or am I just bored with my old delusions Maybe my dreamland is my secret power I'll channel change for good in my final hour I love change and change loves me and we're a happy family And I love change and change loves me and there's a world for us to see I change my hair I change my vibe I change my Tinder bio seventeen times I change my mind I don't love you, you were just too good to be true I love being worshipped, I must admit I'm a dumbass bitch words don't mean shit And I love change and change loves me Don't you see I'm happy? And I love change and change loves me I gotta be tied up to feel free Where does this trauma stem? I don't know A change happens in my soul I wake up, and no one's there To console me or brush my hair And the demons scoff at me they gawk and stare At a bitch killed by overconfidence Ambivalence Change will leave me dead But there's a kind smile at the bed that extends their hand Am I seeing things? Change, do you love me
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