D.O.C.

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Sick to my stomach, been holding in dread
Sick till my stomach bleeds sin on the bed
Curtain pulled back like avoidance from them
Light sun beaming, tryna dim the dread
Sun beaming, you will see me out ahead
On my ass when I wake, then I crisp, yeah

Sun beaming, you gon see me out ahead
When I wake, then I crisp
Clam bake like I'm takin' a risk
Cold wind hit my face like a bitch
Hot shit blows outta the tip
Double entendre, hit em' with the whip

2016 born, ain't built for shit
Makin me sick
Time fly by, who want it with him
Riley, hit the bottle and dip
Comfort from my most southern regrets

Flyin' as I sip, as I spin
As I hit, as I live, as I breathe
As I die, as I spit
Vilely, f*ck around, you gon' see the right timing

On three different kinds and I might be
Who met me, who be I, what is he
What is to see on the other side
Is the grass greener, do I rot like some pesticide

Kill the feeling inside that traps you in it
The pace dissociating, body ache
Like a bitch every time when I spit it
I choke and I fade

But that's more than okay
I'll breathe in and out as I fade
The lights will turn in my ceiling today
I'm just sick to my stomach and I just decay

Uh, yeah
In cold spires, I repent in
Dark silence, life tied up in regrets
No Houdini baby, but I stay disjointed

Where is my mind
Shot the kid, now he's dyin
Snort the shit before you write it
Smoke a bit fore you even light it

Turn it up before I even trifle
Gotta have silence to feel the regret
The wane and wax of your scent, V
F*ck around you gon find me

In a pit, in the drain,
See me dead
With my skin peeled off
See all my regret
Painted on your walls

Splatter
Splatter
Splatter,

You are phobia and gorgeous
Every time you text me from a phone range or something
You pick up and I see you I've been thinkin' about all day
I just wanna collapse and owe myself a happiness

It feels as if everything else is not but a distraction
From being with you
But it all melts into unimportance
I see you, I pick up, I call you

I hear you, it makes everything feel so much better
Everything's safer
Much better
Wearable

I love you so much already
I can't hold myself back
I just want to revel in that feeling all day
What do I have to do to keep your embrace
What should i master, inside this cage?

A little bit of silence is okay
No need to feel uncomfortable
Just wait

Here I am, up in my room
Line tapped out on my phone
You're hung up, you're gone
Passed out, drunk again
Yeah


Now I can't say I haven't been there
Cause you know I have
Can't say I haven't been through the struggle
Cause you know I live
Can't say I ain't feeling this shit with every inch of it

But my depression clouds over so hard that I can't express
I don't feel like it
My phone buzzes, I think it's you
My heart races

But nothing, I'm a fool
Just another Instagram notification
Some motherfucker's live
But it's someone you follow

And it reminds me of you
Kitty heart emoji pops up in my eyes
Send you the screenshot
That's what you'd send back

That's what you'd reply
Kitty heart emoji pops up in my eyes
I sent you that
That's what you'd reply

And I don't have to wonder if you care
Cause you show me every day that you do
And I hope you never have to either
Even though I'm a little bit lazy and a fool

Miscommunicating, tangential, and a little bit obtuse
I don't know how to manage this shit
It's right off the top of my head
Cat emojis with the heart eyes pop in it too

Along with the dread
That come from missing you
One, two, three
I breathe out, I breathe full
I breathe you


Every bit of your scent that's left on my curtains
In my bed, in my blankets
In my mind

It stains me eternally


This probably isn't gonna be final
But I hope this is just a love letter to you in some form
Cat emojis with the heart eyes in it

You know those ones
The ones that all the little fuckin
Feminine men send?
You know that typa shit?

Not my fault
Its just


Every time I look up at the stars
I'm reminded of you

Stark black
Contrasted with the full
Sky of stars

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