Living In The Dark

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I have been having these terrible dreams and it keeps me from sleeping well The vision was so true and then I wake up with such a jolt I am fine but I feel so lousy been agonizing over my deeds
I appreciate all that I have been through both the good and the bad But I am still not fulfilled something is missing from the inside still feel empty I don't know how to make this up I need some mending up

I sincerely mean this is above music death for me was so close to home They came forward and we started shooting I swear this is not a lie
And I've seen so much pain and violence but don't want to die But I don't know how to live either I am just a survivor I need some peace I need some loving in my life But I don't know where to find it I'm only living in the dark

I've been through a lot of stuff that most people can never imagine I lost my friends and relatives several times I seen quite a number of caskets it seems by now  People I trusted have betrayed me and hurt me  I have been dependent and dejected I have been desperate and repugnant
But I never slept on my aspirations always kinda kept hustling I always tried and always keep in mind that I can make a difference I can make something I always kept on hustling

I sincerely mean this is above music death for me was so close to home They came forward and we started shooting I swear this is not a lie
And I've seen so much pain and violence but don't want to die But I don't know how to live either I am just a survivor I need some peace I need some loving in my life But I don't know where to find it I'm only living in the dark

I have been through a lot of stuff with times that made me lose my faith and courage on this journey There were so many obstacles which I have come over that made me a stronger wiser Man I learned quite a few lessons that formed my character and values I have grown a lot as a person I've evolved quite a bit as an artist But I still have concerns and fears that somehow I'm not good enough for you to love me I still feel guilty for this I still have regrets as if I did too much I need some forgiveness and grace Forgive me for hopes which crumbled in fear
But I don't know how to possess it I don't know how to let go of it

So I'm just riding and enjoying the moment
I'm just thankful for the ride, and trying to have as good of a life that I can I am aware I'm not perfect I know I'm dangerous But I'm still here
I'm still breathing I am still trying to change

I sincerely mean this is above music death for me was so close to home They came forward and we started shooting I swear this is not a lie
And I've seen so much pain and violence but don't want to die But I don't know how to live either I am just a survivor I need some peace I need some loving in my life But I don't know where to find it I'm only living in the dark

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