End of The Day

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Sit In silence, whispering violence to myself at the end of the day
Saying hi to my shadow, cause it's my other side's turn
Mic hog, quite a lot of eyes crossed
Earth shook, running a circle, not plural, cause I'm the only one

Why not a hydrogen bomb, with a lightning response
Set your sights on, like our eyes locked
Guess who would let loose, I
Got matters to attend to, could fence you

In a leather suit with residue from a petting zoo on my wrestling boots
I thought better of you
Time to knock some sense into you
Make any excuse and I'll execute,
This guide dog

Has a dry cough, he keeps an eye on like a cyclops
I'ma ticking time bomb, so bye gones
My look alike booked a flight
I'm not good with heights

Pull the wool over your eyes, cause y'all blind
I don't mean to chime in, but I can't even climb, so
Why are y'all terrified of my ascension
It's imminent, the assessment is perfection and if memory serves

You can't steady your nerve to get ahead of the curve
I'm irreverent at every turn and I never learn
Rest assured I'm a regular and a reveler in this art form
Turn the clocks back when it went bad and the odds are stacked

I wasn't very well
I fell into depression
My obsession wanted everybody else to get well except myself
would not accept help

See that won't end well
Walking on eggshells, any moment could crack
That empty shell was filled to the brim with self-doubt and hatred
Couldn't write raps without saying I've gone mad

Every day in my mind was hand-to-hand combat
They say get it off your chest
The evidence suggests sitting with your feelings and releasing them out
Letting go

Oh no, I wouldn't do
I would not
I held them
Smelt them

Really got a good sense of them
Conflicted
Wish I'd left it
Detached

SitWorried sick
Admit the worst of it
Never a perfectly still place inside of my mind
Discouraging

Circling
The same thing
Bringing pain
Worsening every single day

Inner me was dead
I had to resurrect
From the darkness
Listen as I recite

As I read and write my story down
I'll reunite with what started as a hobby
My pages which gave me sweet peace of mind
And immediately changed into an outlet

Hard to think in my darkest days
How a pen and pad along with hours on it
Brought me out of this
Listen as I recite

Adroit
No point to tell your voice
Take a Polaroid to save the memory
Or burn it

Personal choice
She'll flirt with boys just to ignore her partner
She's got a stigma around her that's rather sour
It'll start to emerge

Mark my words
Far as I've heard the first choice she makes is to play a game after a heated debate goes south
Far as I'm concerned the last man on earth wouldn't garner in
You're a goner in a dark place

There is no knight in shining armor
Fasten your seatbelt
It'll leave welts as she pelts you with rage
Saying you'll stay the same

Soon enough you end up on the street
Believing you were the problem
Wait
Depleted

Leaves you in a ditch with an itch to speak
But you were sworn to secrecy
Walk and  knees go weak
What happened in the past week

Her last shred of decency went up in flames
go to eat a meal
Still thinking about how far beneath the surface is reasonably safe
So you can't breathe

Food goes places you can't see
Is it night now?
I'm not a night owl
Wake up in a hospital

That's when the worst comes to worst
The nurse is the same girl that had you on death's door
Furious you raise your voice
Trying to speak, slur your words

She's in tears laughing
Nervous you start to get a headache
The pain is so insane you can't think straight
Might be a migraine

Need nourishment yet
They stand with no sense of purpose
Condition worsens
It's urgent

No surgeon has concern on their faces
As you pass away
You wake to your bed in the corner and realize it was all a bad dream

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