How I Love

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Mister Thrillz

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I was upset when I wrote this song but I'm good now I promise
For real
Yeah
I 'member us living out Chesapeake in an apartment
I knew we couldn't afford but you wanted it
Your mama died few months prior and things seems dire
With you but you was my desire
We was newlywed and college educated
I gave up dreams of being famous for something steady
Them sports radio checks was so low
That the bills got high and eviction notes
A year later we became bakers
A bun was in the oven but you didn't wanna stay there
Told me that you wanted a life with a man who provides
And I saw the pain and fear in your eyes
That was different but all too for familiar you
There's no happy home if we don't have no roof
Like there's no happy me if I don't have no booth
So I work and make songs about you
Cause that's how I love
That's how I love
And I'll always have love for you
That's how I love
That's how I love
I hope you'll always love me
My pops let us stay in his crib for a year
On Valentine's Day that's when our first kid appeared
At the time I had worked at the dump and I stunk
Couldn't pick up son take a shower once
Eventually I lucked up for a lil bit
Started doing night shifts driving forklifts
Then we got crib near my old neighborhood Bellwood
Paid the bills by myself it felt good
You ain't really like it I ain't really blame ya
We had a loud dope fiend bitch for a neighbor
She'd boot up and cuss some old ass nigga named Larry
And our baby didn't sleep enough
You working again you hated it home
Your auntie charged twenty dollars just to watch our fucking son for an hour
Lost my job cause my back went out your fam called me a coward
Stayed quiet while you let them talk about me
Cause that's how I love
That's how I love
And I'll always have love for you
That's how I love
That's how I love
I hope you'll always love me too
You got a new job on the other side of the water
Pregnant for the second time this time with a daughter
So we decide to go where the money go
But I was still broke so I had no say so
Then we got into a car crash in April
You was eight months and the car was totaled
Told myself I didn't care about money no mo'
Time is everything at the time I almost lost you both
Not the mention the pandemic and DoorDash was hittin
I could make a full week's check with two days of whipping
So I spent other five days with you and the kids
And a YouTube channel that I started for the Switch
Mama birthday came around but I missed it cause your brother was in town
And then you left cause I ain't "think she was important"
Bitch you ain't even like my mama ring you didn't want it
Can't believe my stupid ass was 'bout to pawn it
Cause that's how I love
That's how I love
And I'll always have love for you
That's how I love
That's how I love
I hope you'll always love me too...

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