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Rippa DeLaHoya

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Look, lately I've been going through shit, praying that someone hear me
Fighting demons, dealing with death, feeling like no one's with me
With no direction, where do I step? Dodging the pain & envy
Opening up just feel like a threat, I suck at being friendly
They say that it's all in my head, that I'll be alright
I ain't get to sleep in some years, it's been some long nights
Overthinking about how I feel, gotta get my mind straight
My heart cold, it's still on chill, feelin' like the love fake
Everybody come around, don't know what they around for
Hard for me just not to care, but will they be around though
Hard for me to let them do for me, don't know what they intention
Soon as you let them in, they let you down, that's when you learn your lessons
That's why I be staying to myself, can't trust a soul
Ones that claim they love you, always be the ones to show
Only trust my brothers and my baby, that's for sure
Everybody else that's in the picture gotta go
I've been talking to God lately
Praying that he give me strength to not go crazy
Tell me how can I not believe pain made me
Situations in this life that I live has changed me
And I'm fighting demons everyday
Days go by, I'm sleepless everyday
I'm at war with myself and I hope that I don't lose
Tryna fight back these thoughts and I don't know what to do
(Run Awayyy)
Can't even sleep, feel the demons coming after me
Wonder if I'm free from all this pain, will I live happily
Pain pills don't even numb the pain
Will the sun shine, tired of the darkness and rain
You said to open up, at night I tend to overthink
Opening up old wounds the type to make you over drink
Looking out the window like pain, pain go away
I cannot pretend though, sometimes I wanna fly away
Me and the reaper met a couple times
Knowing a couple times I could've died
Knowing a couple times I could've vibed, I could've stayed up in the house
Riding for people that wouldn't even ride,
The type that walk away after you die
I wear my heart all on my sleeve, I care too much
Anytime somebody need me, I be there too much
But if I ever need anyone, no one cares enough
So keep that energy you have, you wasn't there enough
I've been talking to God lately
Praying that he give me strength to not go crazy
Tell me how can I not believe pain made me
Situations in this life that I live has changed me
(Run awayyy, farrr haarr harrr)
I just want to Flyyyyy
mmmhmm hmmmm
Instead i'm getting High

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