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Yea
Do remember when we first first first first met
Kiss touch flirt and gave me head
Text eachother til we went to bed
Woke up and we textin more again
Askin bout my music and my plans
I picked you up and held you in my hands
Played it cool but told you in advance
That I ain't lookin for another friend
No
I want you all to myself
I even went and told my mom about ya
Even went and wrote a song about ya
Even made you a poster with pictures of both us cuz I couldn't go to my prom without ya
And you said yes
And you said yes

I like this
I like this
I like this
I cant lie
I like this
I like this
I like this
I cant lie

No I cant lie
I cant lie
No I cant lie
No

I made you mine by the start of may
Just feelings, no playin games
Fast forward like 20 days
And we're in my backseat celebrating
Find your eyes you were hesitating
Forming words but you said it plainly...
"I love you"
That statement forever changed me And then I
I told you about how my parents split
I told you all about my own shit
I opened up like "I don't give a f*ck"
But it meant the world when you owned it
I struggled for so so long
And you're the only one that knows it
I thank you for your open heart
I'm still thankful to this very moment

Yeah
Then summer came and I went away
When I got back it's like nothing changed
Saw you for a week, didn't skip a day
Let's skip a month
Working weekends I got dates to fund
Lets hit the city, did it more than once
Girl you get me high no facing blunts
But you by my side look what we become
On standby til you opened up
Once you did I gave you all my love
It's not my place to say what you've faced
But you're so brave and I hope you know
I'm so proud of you
Yea I'm so proud of you

Life kept moving with you by my side
But that sparkle in your eyes
I could tell part of it died
I hated every moment you would look at other guys
But realized it wasn't healthy to control so I tried
But we just lead different lives
School year start and
I would worry and act jaded
Fakin all tough but I was actually mad anxious
And everytime I showed it I felt shame its
Not healthy to feel that way its
Not healthy to make you change
But I did that shit anyways
And I'm sorry the way it played I'm sorry

October came around, I made the basket that you wanted
Shoes, mugs, candles, and a flannel from target
You got me a basket too, I could tell it's from the heart it's
Truely nice to see how you supported me as an artist
My granny passed that month, you were there with me through the hardest
But later that same week the worst fight we've had got started
About some clown that's tryna come to your party
And you had no self respect in the way you responded

It's deeper than that, but not as deep as I made it
I drove you home and told you that we should take a break and trace back mistakes we were makin
You cried in my arms and your father saw your voice shaking
I turned off my phone and hit the studio until the next day and by then the situation had elevated
Never the less, we were back to loving like a week later

But resentment had gotten through
There's gaps between me and you
And we're back doing nothing new
Fighting bout the same things we always do

But resentment had gotten through
There's gaps between me and you
And we're back doing nothing new
Fighting bout the same things we always do

But resentment had gotten through
There's gaps between me and you
And we're back doing nothing new
Fighting bout the same things we always do

And in hindsight
In hindsight look
I wasn't comfortable with who I was
I depended on you for love
And couldn't believe your trust
I almost left you more than once
For reasons that were just dumb
I hate the partner I've become
I set high standards for you
But my standards for me wasn't enough
Like f*ck am I doing talkin bout your outfits like I should even have a say
I just saw you blossom and was worried you about you not wanting to stay
Like the beautiful flower you became
Would get blown with the wind and drift away
Life works in funny ways
Because at the end of the day
That's exactly what happened but it was me who was the wind
Faithful

I'm healing
I'm healing from your love
I'm healing
I'm healing from your love

You broke up with me over text the week of my finals
I made a whole 10 songs for you and had it put onto vinyl
It was the nicest thing ive done for anyone in my life ever
But like weather, fallin in love is a vicious cycle
You won't ever get to hear some of those tracks I made for you
Some are on this record but the deep cuts gon stay in the vault forever
Damn
You made me cry in front of my momma
That won't happen again tho
You're both angels but she actually knows how to be gentle
I asked for a phone call, and you said just send it over text
Guess what happened next
3 days passed and you just couldn't stand neglect
So youre out with a guy, tryna replace my attention
With a ginger kid so skinny ribs are showing through his shitty fit
Okay his style is decent but I was best dressed
I saw him the next day when I was out with a friend
I hope he ain't relay it as something that wasn't true
I would never rebound first month, I have too much respect for you

I'm healing
I'm healing from your love
I'm healing
I'm healing from your love

I went on my first first date in a long long time
But it ain't you across that table from me
It ain't you that talkin crazy honey
It ain't you that's gonna say you love me
It ain't you that's getting all touchy
Kissing sloppy, all on top me,
Tryna undress, but I don't need another body
so I confess that im seeing somebody
when really I'm not
I'm faithful to no one
But no one don't want me
And no one despise me
And no one wouldn't give a f*ck if I was dying
I know cuz I tried
Sent a text to your line
But no one was busy
She was checkin her eyes
Like there's nothing to see in me
Please have some decency
Easily one of the easiest reasons
To be with me
Is the same reason you ended up leaving me
I love too hard
But it's not just love
My love was insecure
Partially immature
And rarely ever pure
I now see the inherent flaws within myself
The same flaws that withered away the sparkle in your eye
The same flaws that made me just another guy
And the same flaws that made you look at me and decide you wouldn't want me in your life

I'm healing
I'm healing from your love
I'm healing
I'm healing from your love

You're probably dancing with him to a song that I wrote
I turned off the tv put down the remote
Cuz checkin up on you what hurt me the most
I don't mean to brag or boast
But my life's been lookin up ever since you went ghost
I know some of these verses sound salty
But I've come to terms with our parting
The thought of you being happy is calming
Even if its with a new prince charming
I respect you beyond belief, you're the strongest woman I know
I thank you for breaking up with me, it was an opportunity to grow
I love your family too, they were never nothing but wonderful
On nights where my house wasn't home yall made me feel comfortable, thank you
All of this goes to say
If I could relive this past year I would do it all the same
You can use me as an excuse, I'll take all of the blame
I'm admitting to my wrongs with the hope that you're okay
I want to see your prosper, I gave you so much of my life
I know we're not together but I would never live in spite
Never give in twice
I'm still here for you on any given night
I'm forgiven right?
Even if not I'm still livin right

All this to say
Despite all adversity I really want you to know
That your numbers never blocked inside of my phone
So if anyone lays hands on you or even comes close
I don't care if I'm across the globe or just down the road
Give me a call and I'll do anything take this as an oath
Take this as an oath
Thank you

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