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Ya
Ade
I know you have a lotta issues
But now your ex tryna lit my fuse
Look I have a couple threats here
Someone from your past wants you dead
Few days past now they're aiming for my head
Now my family is in danger
I know you see me as a stranger
I'm either dead or alive
Call it luck or destiny
Only time will tell
This fairy tail

I don't know if I should tell you to keep you safe
Our love is complicated, your mother and cousin hate me
I know you have a lotta issues but your daddy issues
Ain't worth these tissues, funny enough I still care
'Cause I don't wanna give you roses the next time we talk
If you're gonna be in your tomb
I just want you to bloom

Now
I know your parents never fed you love on a silver spoon
So you learned lick it off knifes and it shows in your scars
Ya, get the booze and see where the liver goes
Your birthdays were never happy ever after
All that you see is dark balloons
I wish I got deeper with you
I always questioned why you watched this show
But I see that you watch "Steven Universe" 'cause you're broken and ill
As you listen to this verse and have it in repeat
Now listen very clearly, you're human but you never received love at home
So now you roam to look the same in another person
It's hard for you trust
It's hard for you to love
When you don't know what love is
'Cause you've never experienced It
So you're trying to learn and earn it
But it's the type of shit you can just not earn
And it's what you're yearning for
But all of these guys have you tired 'cause all they have is just lust
And it's a must when you feel like you're just tired and worn out like a broken tire
And they don't understand you like I do
Now listen to this song i'm about to give you another view

You're always anxious and under pressure, you want me to hold you
You want me to look you in the eyes and hope what I say isn't a lie
When I say that I love you, you're looking to see your worth
And I am too, if only you could see how my brain views you
I want you to to helped but will you ever let me?
Damn it, you don't realized all I ever enjoyed was your company
Now we're distant and you're cold like Antarctica
And I just wanna just go back to feeding you when you were hungry

Kiss your tears away when you got sexually assaulted at work
And you're telling me you look ugly when you cry
My poor darling let me just calm you down
Swept all of this pain away, Hug you real tight
Now there is something I haven't told you
The guy that did that to you didn't get to see the light of day when I confronted him
And I show 'em something real to cry about
Now this is what happened, couldn't think at work, fill with all of this anger (anger)
So I used it to abuse (abuse) him 'cause there is no excuse
When someone messes with the people I love (love)
I say it loud and I preach to the heavens above
You can take me to hell but i've been through the ringer
Whenever I look in the mirror all I see is a sinner (sinner)
And you're the angel that keeps me up
So I try to take care of your feathers and if you ever have to go
Then I have to set you free (free)

Now i'm here all alone in this home you made
Let's bring it to present time
Your past is tryna haunt us
And your past is tryna taunt me
As I said before

Ade
I know you have a lotta issues
But now your ex tryna lit my fuse
Look I have a couple threats here
Someone from your past wants you dead
Few days past now they're aiming for my head
Now my family is in danger
I know you see me as a stranger
I'm either dead or alive
Call it luck or destiny
Only time will tell
This fairy tail

I don't know if I should tell you to keep you safe
Our love is complicated, your mother and cousin hate me
I know you have a lotta issues but your daddy issues
Ain't worth these tissues, funny enough I still care
'Cause I don't wanna give you roses the next time we talk
If you're gonna be in your tomb
I just want you to bloom

Makes me wonder why you ever even chose me
I walk in this path i'm filled with this wrath
I used to be the fastest but it's as if i pressed the breaks
Slashed tires, full stop, no drop, no shot, no faith
You got me feeling like you don't care, so what's my fucking worth?
I can do a dozen things right and you will still hate me
'Cause you're fill with resentment, so stubborn
So we can't look eye to eye
After we split I needed time to find myself
'Cause the more pressure the more diamonds I make
Went from private to being discharged as a private
To a bodyguard that has a dead squadron
Alone again, feelings we meet again
Oh no, what i've been trying to avoid
Feeling abandon "that's a low blow" my head says
But my streams say this is my come up
Out here tryna make bread 'cause I never wanna be in debt
But sometimes life isn't about money
If you don't have people to spend it with
Here lay the feelings I rest

So when these threats came
Ex that is obsessed got me feeling perplexed
Tried to work with FBI but all they say is ultimatums
If the perpetrator kills them then we will go after 'em
I'm in need of a fucking translator 'cause i'm asking why?
And yelling what the f*ck
'Cause I don't think they understand the verity
I'm trying to keep everyone alive
Not even dictators are that stupid with chances that high
Why even asked me fucking why?
So I'll fix this problem myself
As times passes the day goes
But what I didn't know is that this guy was a step ahead of me
Riding one twenty in a seventy five
'Cause he's chasing for my death

I have a car chasing me from the back
They're going in for the attack but run into a pole
You would think that's where my story ends when it's told but you'll find out
From the opposite lane
A car is speed running towards me
And I could feel my hands sprain
This is where all the pain has rain
As I stare I feel myself scared
Within seconds somehow it feels like a lifetime
And my time as come, that's what i think
So shocked that I feel that it came out of nowhere
That this black vehicle strucks my car
Nerves are in grain
Chest is squeezing, hardly breathing
Feels like my life is being sucked out of me
Before I could open my eyes all I could hear is sirens
Woke up on a stretcher
Apparently the person riding that black car was her ex

Who is now being arrested and I live to see another day
I find it funny out of all these days chasing him
He chose to chase me
And now what he sees is him behind bars
And I have too many damns scars
PTSD i'm back on recovery
Now as long as she's happy I'll be happy
I realized I liked her
Maybe even loved her
But that didn't entitle me to have her
My right person, our wrong time

Now go fly my angel I'll set you free
'Cause maybe we were meant to meet
Just to help each other though
Truth is soulmates aren't true soulmates
Till we become twin flames
Just know that I would rain your flames
Just the way I would wake up with you in my arms
So i'll just chase the stars
Now this chapter is over
Thanks for listening
My name is Bryan Kings and i'm gone

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