Silly Star Pants

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Dylee Dee

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I make unflattering, unfair assessments of people whenever I get hurt
I'm just as bad as the worst

Mother brought another child into the world
She won't like how this one goes
No one liked how this one grew
But until it grows into something weird, she'll love it more than God

I can blame shapes
I can blame sounds
I can blame stuff from all around
And all of it would be true
We care so much about you
I don't want to trust what happened yesterday more than what you say today
Please don't keep me inside of before
I wish I loved a little more

Child in parent's mind
In some form every moment
So much love flooding their soul
In every place and thought they go
No gesture could quite illustrate
The gravity of love so great
Heavy, heavy hearts so full
Neutralize the biblical

I fixate on symbols
Trained to obsess over subtext
I'm a mess of things I'm ashamed of
I wish I could give back the kindness brought to me
I'll never be clean enough
I'm hosting too much danger
I've grown gross
Don't ask me to dance

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People relate to bits but are alienated by a whole picture
Individual traits of mine are fine but they all fit together in a gross design
I wish I were Hollywood
Smart, pretty, and understood
Never giving up on things others and I agree are good
But every challenge I look at makes my brain feel stuck
I think half of my development relies on luck

I hate thinking about myself in terms of what I am to someone else

I don't like the way some have changed me
I don't like the way you changed the way I think and talk and write
People who've enjoyed me have taken the bits they like for granted, and they can't enjoy who I was anymore

I hate thinking of how I choose to make me worse for the sake of you

I wish I could change the way I feel, the way I sound, the way look, the way I think
I don't like waking up to me every day
Some things can change, but some won't go away
I wish I could choose the way I am here, the way I heal, the way I feel
Blanker slate not returning
Eternity of yearning will wait for I
I want to die

I make unflattering, unfair assessments of people when I get hurt
I make unflattering, unfair assessments when I'm hurt

You're embarrassed by the horrible things you do
You'll keep doing those things anyway until you can't move
You'll hurt whoever catches you even if it's yourself
Action, sick notion, abomination, attacking all health

In softer stages
In moments treated gently
Action, all compassion
Love, love, love
Hugs, time, effort, thought
New ways to nurture been sought
Step outside oneself every day
Study gaps, hearts, and taste
Oddity in history for self
World-ending love

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