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Aye I guess the only way this love exists is in my mind
I'm Supposed to be there with you but I'm alone writing rhymes
What's truth what's lies, fill in the blanks or fantasize
Like is you mine or am I being tantalized
Still wanted you after the hurt on top of lies
I guess that I was right I ain't like them other guys
But I think that my dedication lead to my demise
Yeah I was tryna help through and through the pushing and the fights
And I done put my heart on the line
But in return, that's wasted time
And nobody understands the way I feel, just wanna get out of reality
I'm hoping this ain't real
But I know I ain't leaving here
I be feeling like I'm losing my mind, I didn't wanna live no more
And I ain't wanna kill myself, I just wish I didn't exist
I was tryna get out of that place, I was stuck in pain for some years
Was tryna be okay, And I found it a facade
Like a lone wanderer, I needed some guidance from my God
Nah I can't hang with you and your friends that wasn't my squad
Yeah but I just wanted you, you felt the same, or so I thought
Yeah I had some people that I cared for in the past that ain't last
They tried to say some things that I ain't do or say
It's like, what you even talking bout(For Real, For Real)
What you even got to gain to defame the one person that really had your back
But you wanted clout(but actually though)
So you gone talk about some things that you don't even know nothing thing about
Straight telling lies to me, and telling lies about me
I guess your greatest wish is to make sure they made a clown out me
So there wasn't nobody around me
Seems like I lost all my friends and I done lost all respect
Done lost all my happiness, cant even get no peace
Let me rephrase, most of my life is spent inside my mind
Cause I don't wanna face the tragedy that is outside
Like it was better by my side but then I watched them fly
I'm better off loving myself, Like the only one that tries
Like, don't cry
But why's it seem like nobody understands the way I feel inside, yeah

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