Cold Winter Nights

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Cold winter nights, blankets couldn't keep us warm
No heat had to boil water on the stove
That ain't no home that's a story of war
Survival in the eye of the storm
Mind hectic like the tides in the sea
Crash just to wash up on the shore
Restart again cause there's so much to explore
Sample searching my ears never heard angels sing
Who knew someone like me could get a peek
Still cautious cause angels can come as evil
Lullaby's that'll put you to rest
Residue on my lips from the spliff
Acid mixed with the alc ima mess
Guilt sipping when I think of my mama
I can't hold against you all the trauma
Cause I know you was dealing with unspoken problems

So much time I lost
You wanna talk sacrifices
I'm torn
We talking scars
Yeah I'm covered in em

Was is it worth the cost, my uncle said we can't blame ourselves
He don't know what I seen, he don't know what I know
Haunted by the knowledge no wonder why I'm still using
Rolling just to get my mind at ease
It don't work when I'm tossing in my sleep
Never want to wake up when you in my dreams
If I can replay this story forever
I'm ready for my eternal rest
But in a glimpse you're gone
I shouldn't be waking up angry
But how I'm supposed to feel
Why life continue to cut me deep
Stab me then twist the steel
Keep asking myself boy what you seek
Cause the skills you got is real
I know they feel it when the choir sings

Why they got faith in me?
What's this kid supposed to be ?
Staring at the stars pondering
Was everything they said really meant to be
Pops sayin stop living in a fantasy
I can't help it if I wear my heart on my sleeve
Mama taught me to believe
So why I question myself so much
How a kid off of Gun Hill can really make it out
Like Jay Z before 4:44 Reasonable Doubt
Shackled to the same cycle as my folks
When I was 16 I was feeling old
Now I'm 21 and I'm more scared of the unknown
I swear life can keep pushing but I ain't gonna fold
Won't stop working till I get noticed by Roc
Or we speeding off laughing with The Fools Gold

Man listen to what the f*ck I'm saying man
What the f*ck are they telling me man
They ain't telling me nothin

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