PROBLEMS AT HOME (REVISITED)

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It's a difference between being there
And being there
Showing up is half the battle
Pops I need you to care
Needed you to kiss my knee
What I fell up off that bike
But instead  you just yelled me
Man,what a hell of a life
I done been through hell twice
Chancing demons
Just to get a glimpse of Gods light
Like
My pops worked 90 hours
Rarely brought my mama flowers
Held tears back so much
Probably could have made it shower
If he let them flow
I'm writing this shit just to let him Know
Pops I forgive you
For the things you ain't never know
Black men ain't  taught that
love and nurture
Is want you need to grow
Hey
It's probably something
that just ease they soul
But never mind that
My girl looking for me to open up
Shell never find that
Instead I express myself
Over open lined raps
Lashing out like
Chicks these days
When they eyes bat
Uncommunicated expectations
Not knowing what giving grace is
Lost in my emotions
I don't know even know
my place, shit
A bad boy
you can take it
Or leave it
I Had potential
But can achieve it
Because the ghost of Christmas past
Keep gaining on my ass
Find difficult to move
While carrying this fucking mass
Man, This load is heavy
Its Like a 84 box Chevy
If I could turn back time
Have my clocks ready
But sadly, we know that
That ain't  the truth
Cause what I'm needing badly
See these issues that I'm having
Is steam from my daddy
Way back
When he was stepping out a caddy
I need his assistance
Like golfers need they caddy
But we distant
Fucked up is how it had me
So I promise to do better
When I have my little family
We Fight against the past feeling like
How can we
Because we I got these lingering Issues
And it's a tragedy
Father Time
Yeah, he is undefeated
And Father , I think I needed
Some help but,
You talked
I heeded
But you tone was off
Soft is what I needed
And well
I won't let history repeat it
Finally got myself on solid ground
Cause, that's just where my feet is
I be thankful
that you taught me bout Jesus
Cause days like this
I really need him
Cause
Now you gone
And I honestly can't believe it
While my Brother and my sisters
Don't talk
Like it's a secrets
Pops, I love you with
All your flaws
Hope you seen it
I'm still angry
For what your parents did to you
And Then you then did to me
I was 12 years old
Still a kid to me
But you treated me grown
Treated me wrong
Whipping child
That what they called me
But, The pain from that
Still holding on With a crazy grip
And that's the part That  make me Sick
Yeah yeah

We Having problems at home
But
You Always taught me to be strong
Said
That I can do it on my own
But I can't talk to you
Now you gone
And that shit feeling wrong, man
That shit feeling wrong
Feeling wrong
Feeling wrong
Feeling wrong
Feeling wrong
Feeling wrong
Yeah yeah
I can't do it on my

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