Losin' Sleep
Merkules
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I wish that I was happy but I haven't been I struggle with the realization that I just cannot quit Like am I really a person? Or just a product of this rappin' shit I ask myself like, "When the f*ck I ask for this?" It's been a dream that I've had since I was young to be a Part of the scene, but all this damage that it's done Makes me question if it's worth it, I've been searching for the answers With these demons on my back, I'm still determined that they'll catch up But who am I to really complain? Just got a mansion with my girl outside the city, I'm saying Sometimes to see all the rewards, you gotta live through the pain Then I get fed up with routine and all I think of is change Which is ironic, 'cause I wonder why it isn't the same It's hard for me to tell the difference every different day, yeah Nobody warned me 'bout this part But I know my real fans'll know my story from the start It's Merk I'm just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself I'ma keep on doing me I just drank this bottle to myself, now I'm talkin' to myself Lately I've been losin' sleep I'm just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself I'ma keep on doing me I just drank this bottle to myself, now I'm talkin' to myself (yeah) Lately I've been losin' sleep I'm taking shots like I'm De La Hoya of this paranoia Got me spillin' this forty over my pair of Jordan's So stay the f*ck out of my bubble, it's my territory I'm saying sorry to myself for never staying loyal I mask it off due to depression, I'm still standing tall I cannon-balled into the deep end with all these rappin' sharks I ain't gon' frown like I had it hard, it ain't that at all But I had to stop smoking so much weed so I see past the fog Be careful what you wish for, 'cause back when we was piss poor I didn't have to give, now when I give, they try to get more It's so confusing, I know they use me, it's blatant now I got so many snakes around my ankles that it weighs me down I promised both my parents and my girl that I would make 'em proud 'Cause they're the only ones who never cared about my bank account Never cared about my bank account Let's go I'm just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself I'ma keep on doing me I just drank this bottle to myself, now I'm talkin' to myself Lately I've been losin' sleep I'm just being honest with myself 'cause I got here by myself I'ma keep on doing me I just drank this bottle to myself, now I'm talkin' to myself Lately I've been losin' sleep
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Written by: Cole Corbett Stevenson, Craig Phillip Lanciani
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