Twisted (feat. Jennay)

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Liniyah

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I name it just the beginning
Of a wrong life I chose just to fit in
To please my peers up in these streets
Having my back in return I feel distant
I made decisions that I regret
Taking on offers and making bets
I have been labelled bad influence 'round all the people i'm found with while at church
Well watchu expect from me 
I cannot keep up with always controlling me
That doesn't work for me
Don't try to call all the shots when you need a session of therapy
I know my life is a mess
I've been hitting blunts, doping you donno what's next
I've been picking up girls, dip to my place
Have fun with them without disclosing events
Yeah, it made me look cool
Sipping on a glass of hunters and cussing too
Shutting all the mouths that are tryna control me whenever hell breaks loose
Up in the dorm breaking all the rules
Just a glimpse of what I do
When i'm alone, when i'm home, when on my phone with an aching bruise
Looking for a plast or bandage to fill the hole
In my life, taking action to mend the broken soul
Now that everybody saying i'm a quitter
Imma give full attention to the man in the mirror
He's the only man that won't desert me
Bet he'd be the only person hoping for my victory
Feel free, to call me a divergent
Good boy gone rogue changing all around him
But, that's the way I see snakes now
A bunch of hypocrites always changing on people that turn the lights on

A glance to the sky gat me falling down
People looking at my gestures then start talking bad
But this is not the end of my story
I'm a new creation but why am I falling
It's twisted
I wonder how I'll  fix it
Oh mahn my life is twisted
Please God help me fix it

Everytime I think about my life
Everytime I think about the way I started my fight, started my flight
I haven't yet lived the life
But then the fire on me ain't shining bright
Someone put it out years back
Back in the day before I new Gods reverence
Back when I was rooted in the ground with no facility in sight 
To get me outta my mess to let me seek Christs heart
All the things I did I never paid attention
Now i'm looking for a way to my redemption
I admit I am a sinner and I disappointed God but He loves me with no condition
Distance, not the only challenge
That I encounter when tryna communicate with my friends
My gates open to only one suggestion
Guilty is charged i'm the one that stole my fate
Alotta people going to church
Thinking in they head times still there to be heard
But Christ's coming soon like a thief in the night
And you neglect the fact that you ain't ready enough
To pass through them Heavenly gates
Leading to the throne of eternal praise
Gotta make sure that written is my name
In the book of life not leading to hell
I found Jesus Christ at a time
When I laid in the hospital wanting to die
Went through some deep sleep and saw a white light
Confused as an Angel made everything bright
From that moment I knew it all changed
I gave my life back to the lamb that was slain
The one that breaks chains
And all my debts paid
Ain't going reverse to the life I once lived

A glance to the sky gat me falling down
People looking at my gestures then start talking bad
But this is not the end of my story
I'm a new creation but why am I falling
It's twisted
I wonder how I'll  fix it
Oh mahn my life is twisted
Please God help me fix it

I want you here, I need you here
The fact that I don't have you, make it seem like everything is crystal clear
But it's not I'm tired of pretending
Tryna live a life of lies yet i'm falling
Tryna please all the people surrounding me and cheering my name in the stands yet i'm losing
What's the point of gaining the world when I lose myself just to please the crowd
What is it good for a man to gain the whole world yet forfeit his soul
I don't wanna be the man with the plan of my life when i'm just a mortal
I just wanna lay down my life to the one who gave me a journal
Now's the time to decide watchu wanna do
Looking nowhere but the mirror right in front of you
Focus your mind on the one side that you let to getting hold of you
But the evil one is foolish
Man he gat you drooling
Last time
You wanted to change but you knocked yourself out 
Blackout
Now i'm lost in a moment
Outchea lonely with no entertainment
My body feels empty, i feel so drained like a battery locked in a basement
But is this how it's gon' be
Am I gonna stay bling wannabe
I need to give up my pride take off my crown and wake from my sleep

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