Feels Like Home (So Cold) [feat. Nikisha Reyes Pile]

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Ch∆rlie

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Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

It's not quiet here
There's so much noise it's annoying
I wanna be alone but my mind 
Just keeps toying with me
The voices play hide and seek with me
They're abrasive feeding off my emotions
They wanna see me gone
That's not really a bad notion
I'm going off now but
I was barely holding on
Which one will be my poison
I don't even know there's so many choices
Is it sadness from rejection feeling neglected
Or is it depression maybe obsessive compulsive
Thoughts anxiety panicking I am distraught
I know i've got ADD
But i'm Fixated 
On the anger inside of me 
Get away from me!
If you wanna stay safe from me
You say another word to me I'mma tear this 
Whole building down. Evacuate the town
Excavate the ground Bury the remains 
Build a playground where all of the voices can play
It won't matter what I change
I'll always be deranged
Nope! Not after today
None of us will be the same
I don't know if I mean what I say anymore
Let's go inside where it's safe
Don't go in there it's a trap door!

Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

Honestly this is exhausting
Robbing my life of my joy
The memories are haunting
Holding me hostage
No ransom just walking in caution
From a phantom on a tantrum
Cancel all the dances and fun
Too many chances for guns
These are your daughters and sons
Praying we'll raise up the funds
And make it to college
Because at home there's no solace
I promise none of us are gonna be flawless
Not lawless but In a way we all live in bondage
There goes are American Dreams pay homage
Demolished. This ain't a home acknowledge
This cottage turned into a prison just listen
If you do make it out this place still alive
I guarantee you paid the full price for admission
I hear a lot of wishing
No one's stopping the problems
With all of the policies 
It always comes from a kid
Everyone watches but never sees
Tell you what, you keep making excuses
And promises, i give it all back and
You can keep your apologies!

Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

What am I supposed to do
How can I keep my kid safe?
Nothing seems to get through
There's no place to escape
The youth is crying for help
Protection and acceptance
The future is supposed to be theirs
But it feels more like a life sentance
Don't threaten my family
I'd die for my kids
Don't test my sanity
My doors are locked
Windows closed
Shades drawn
Cameras on
Welcome mat is gone

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