Can't See Myself

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The Medic

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Yeah 
Looking in the mirror I can't see myself 
I been crying out to God, telling him I need some help 
Way too focused on this music, I forgot about my health 
Then I burnt some bridges, cause of dumb decisions 
I used to be out here just to get them digits
But, I realized that it's deeper than that 
It's deeper than rap 
Now homie take a seat in the back, I'll tell you 
When I see the fan base growing everyday 
When these kids tell me I'm showing em the way 
No matter what I gotta get it, no time for delay 
Too many people in the world give up on their dreams 
Everything ain't what it seems
What goes on behind the scenes 
Got em feeling weak, to the point they're shot down 
My only way is up, headed to the top now 
I been studying the greats, learned a lot to stop now 
I'm a student of the game, can't afford to drop out, yeah 
Some of y'all wonder why I go through it
Why the hell do you pursue it? 
Why the hell you wanna do it? 
You don't know what it really is, you never took me serious 
Look at the bigger picture of you really that curious, aye 
You all blinded and really close minded 
A lot of people can't see past what they're eyes show em 
It's just a matter of time hold up, watch and I'll show em, 
Yeah hold up, watch and I'll show em 

Looking in the mirror
I can't even see myself 
I been crying out to God, telling him I need some help 
Someone take me to the clinic, I ain't really feeling well 
Too late to back out, now I'm in it deep as hell

I'm confident but you know deep down I have doubts 
Made it to my current state here without handouts 
Try to understand now, I been tryna stand out 
But I get too worried about what the people think of me 
Anxiety is kicking in, I just wanna breathe it in
Gotta disappear with my pad, I'mma need a pen 
Been at home a few months, all of that was too much
They feeding me information I ain't even used once 
Homie I ain't playing 'round, everyday breaking down 
Always dealing with some drama
Why have I been feeling bothered? 
Told that I'm a disappointment
Scheduling all these appointments 
When I reach the day I make it, I doubt I'll even enjoy it
Down to the point I even contemplated quitting this
But I thought about the music, all of this is do or die 
In the end it's you and I 
Got me feeling too alive 
So I push and persevere, do it to the fullest 
Yeah they try to knock me down with imaginary bullets 
I pull it and take em head on, I shred em in half 
I ain't stooping to their level, nah I'm better than that 
The best revenge is massive success 
I'm getting em back, and letting em have 
A taste of what's to come 
I'm doing what I'm here for, the job is getting done 
Yet I look into the mirror and don't know what I've become
Yeah, I don't know what I've become... 

Looking in the mirror
I can't even see myself, 
I been crying out to God, telling him I need some help 
Someone take me to the clinic, I ain't really feeling well 
Too late to back out, now I'm in it deep as hell

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