Senior Reflections (feat. Monique Mclean)

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Now known correctly as Archidasyphyllum diacanthoides. Common names in Mapudungun: Trevo and Tayu and in Spanish Palo Santo ('holy tree') and Palo Blanco ('white tree') is a species of tree belonging to the family Asteraceae and endemic to Chile and Argentina. It occurs from Curico to Chiloe (35 to 42°S) between 200 and 800 m above sea level. It grows in both moist and shaded sites and more open and arid areas. more »

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Picture a Kid
Standing out in the rain
Everybody's inside
But he knows he ain't the same
Watching everybody do the thing that he can't
Not because he isn't able but he was born with restraint
(He Says)
No regrets, no pretend
Thats the motto that he whispers every now and then
Looking at the ones inside having fun
Dating people, drinking, smoking, out here toting their guns
But see
He standing in the rain
He's safe from all that danger
But the battle in his mind got him questioning nature
The more problems that he thinks about the more rain comes
He sees the dark clouds and wishes they could turn into sun
While he's there in the rain
Its rains harder
So much that he starts to drown and calls out for his Father
Father can you save me from this now before I drown
His father said, "You gotta live this down to get your crown

You cannot escape the hardships in this life 
Trust me son I've given you the tools so you can fight
I know its hard to see all the things I put in you
Believe me when I tell you I will always be with you"
I will never tell a lie on the mic
There have been days when I felt I couldn't fight
I had control of was I am or who I could be
But that kid who's standing in the rain is Me
Singing

After all of the changes
After all of the pain I felt inside
Know there's something greater
You held me and kept me
Now I cry

Nowadays
I'm just sitting in my house lack of motivation
All up in my room binging on that PlayStation
Depression breaking down my mind like an Invasion
Man I'm tryina talk to God and get some Inspiration
Because the way that I'm living (now)
How'd the heck I get here? (how)
Man I gotta figure out
How I'm gonna get my (crown)?
Instead of me (Looking Up)
I'm walking with my (head down)
Can I get a witness (now)?
Uncertain of everything that's in my life
I need help
Jesus come and get me please save me from myself
The way my life is set up for you to lead
Now is overtaken by this thinking that confuses me
Fix it please
I ain't got no other option
My soul ain't for sale
it's not eBay ain't no auction
I'm a victim of little foxes that spoil vines
Im feeling weak in life, Jesus can you carry mine
(He Said)

"I did carry yours all the way to that cross
I did the same for you and the millions who are lost
When I look you I am filled with love
You Just Gotta "Look Up, Look Up, Look Up, Look Up"
Its like you said, You just gotta look up
And when you're feeling weak you ask me for the strength from above
This is the process of becoming a man, I'll be with you
And don't be so hard on yourself, I forgive you"
Singing

After all of the changes
After all of the pain I felt inside
Know there's something greater
You held me and kept me
Now I cry

Where's the old me, in the cemetery
What are we doing right now, we're reading up the eulogy
I might look the same but that goes as far as you can see
Only thing I know I'm not the person that I used to be

After all of the changes
I know stand at attention
Here are my reflections

Now in your life
I can't make the calls for you
I can't call shots
But you have the power to the call shots in your life
That giant, that's keeping you from getting your fill is not big enough - is not strong enough to fill you
It's not stronger than God's might
It's not stronger than God's power

I came to a point where I was questioning everything in my life
Learned I had to abandon wrong and do right
It's hard to do today when the wrongs are called right
But I feel it kinda change when I'm holding the mic
I had problems on top of problems just stacking up in front of me
My mind was in a place dirty, kinda where the gutter be
Compromised Identity for comfort, man that troubles me
When are problems with me gonna change I'm just wondering cuz
10th grade father had a stroke
Thought he was gon pass away
Senior year he's at the crib
Living like a castaway
Steady using Faith, praying God will bring some better days
Holy Spirit telling me everything is gon be okay
Stress overtaking my brain
Felt indescribable pain
On the verge of schizophrenia
I was going insane
All I need, little bit of faith that's as small as a grain
Cuz I'm the only inside my life who capable of change

After all of the changes
After all of the pain I felt inside
Know there's something greater
I know stand at attention
Here are my reflections

(Despite all of the hurt
Despite all of the pain
Because He died I'm not the kid standing in the rain)

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