No Safe House (feat. L)

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It began when I was about five 
My mind started catching up to my mama's lies 
No surprise though
Her lies consisted of relationship bullshit 
The very same doo doo that I do do now (who knew) 
Who knew that the very same roof 
Always held over my head 
The false protection that I left all those years back 
Would be the same protection that I would give 
To my kids, (shut up) I don't wanna hear that 
Nothing but chronic marijuana to get peelt back 
These words are like a sauna on the sun 
God, I feel that 
I feel it burning deeper and God I feel that 
Let's reminisce father of Jesus 
Comin' with a thesis from when I was a fetus 
Nah, I was older 
Remember screaming for you 
To make this all over, though 
Like the shit from my mom 
All the shit she used to give me and Lu 
Flashback locked in a bathroom 
Or in a back room 
What was it that i asked you 
Save us from her bad mood 
Save us from her belt all her mean words 
And the welts every emotional tattoo 

Is there a safe home 
A safe house I can come to 
A safe place I can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so 
Is there a safe home 
A safe house we can come to 
A safe place we can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so 

Have you ever tried running in a dream 
But your body stays frozen 
Your mind struggles to manipulate the scene 
But your efforts remained hopeless 
Those are precisely the sentiments 
I hold regarding my role in the abuse 
Disregard the parade of gentlemen 
It's the torrid mental minds fucks that hold true 
The paradox is 
She gave birth to six kids with exceptional abilities 
But ended up with six out of six paying visits 
To mental and correctional facilities 
These words are not spoken with injurious intent 
Nor are they meant as a cheap jab or stick 
They are spoken with a naive hope for miraculous-ness 
That I may juke past the past and for once finally live 
To awaken every dawn with the aches of age in my bones 
And the sensation of utter happiness 
I know that I must fight within my dome for a home 
That isn't safe until I ask, myself this 

Is there a safe home 
A safe house I can come to 
A safe place I can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so 
Is there a safe home 
A safe house we can come to 
A safe place we can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so 

Don't know where just to start, so there's no way to finish 
So I'm just gonna write with my heart from the beginning 
Memories I fought ripped up and tore apart
Flashbacks of abuse locked up inside my vault 
Closed eyes, rewind, allow one's mine to explode with thought 
A safe house a seldom thought
A safe house when home alone 
Fast pitch in the hallway
In a zone of our own till Mama's home 
Then it's back to harsh reality tricks and picks 
The amount of candy chosen equals the amount of hits 
Now picture two little kids at ends wit
Crying and trying to figure out just what they did 
Or do to deserve this Constantly feeling worthless
Emotions expressed and explained through sacred verses 
The cycle of destruction shall no longer proceed 
The generation of abuse shall stop and end with my seed 
A safe house I pray to provide for her, oh yes, oh yes indeed

Is there a safe home 
A safe house I can come to 
A safe place I can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so 
Is there a safe home 
A safe house we can come to 
A safe place we can run to 
Thought home was supposed to 
Be full of love and hugs 
But it's nothing of the such, so

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