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Nevv

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I'm sick of the cliches you say stay in your own lane but I drive drunk
I see bliss in a weird way happiness in dark times and I like lust 
Women and commitment shit I veer stray cause I spite trust
Every promise I make is a sheer sized lie that you just bite up 
I can deface, go silence of the lamb on any emcee that I decides sucks 
You gonna need a priest cause i've been told no like way too much 
I've been slept on like way too much  
I've been fucked over like way too much 
That's why I'm a bully on the mic like the kids in school who would take my lunch 
Beat my ass and hate my guts
See my past as a lesson I'm supposed to learn 
A lesson that I'm suppose to past like math class but with both I didn't pass I flunked 
Almost went to class with a galley gun 
Almost OD'd just last month cause I'm sick of all the pressure this music brings 
"Nevv you gotta best get better with each new release"
But I still get depressed over usual things 
I suck with money but I still do invest every penny in myself
Put my money where my mouth is to redirect what my future brings 
I've took your shit and I washed it down with your sewer water 
I speak from the heart man my truest calling 
I write about shit that I've actually lived I don't write these songs just to hoot and holla

I wish I could achieve what I feels missing but there's some things I can't change 
And I wish I coulda done something's different but with that I have no say 
Only lord knows every chance I've had and every chance that I would waste 
So when I talk to god man he doesn't answer but I still do try to pray 
And I still do try to write my wrongs even if they stay the same 
But there's some things I can't change 
No there's some things I can't change 
And only I know how much I've lost but some things don't remain
Cause there's some things I can't change  
No there's some things I can't change

I wish, my dad, never saw me in some handcuffs 
And I wish, I had, a chance to meet both my grandpas 
And I know, I am, not the easiest to deal with 
Wish that my sister and I never fought so much, wish my momma could see that
Just because I wrote the song scars 
Doesn't mean I hate a single person 
Doesn't mean I wanna bombard
My family tree and try to even circum
Stances I would love to try to get back 
Relationship that I would love to redact 
Wish I never did wish I never please
Lord forgive me for my hatred
This hateful force within me 
It's just pains me sore for the lack of support I'm getting
They say grab the bull by the horns even if it's Saintins horns I'm gripping 
What you take me for some poor and wimpy
Fucking rapper chump that doesn't have enough to try to flash or stunt 
And can't afford a ten speed 
Ordinary
Is not what I am 
Im stuck in my past 
I'm in this guilt trip like Barbra Streisand 
The weight of this world is all in my hands 
I wish I had someone to lean on 
Wish nobody could see me like I'm John Cena 
I've been a cheater
Cupid has turned his own back no one will listen and no one will love me not even Athena 
That is the reason why I keep on singing 
I keep on rapping bout tragedies love and disparity cause 
When my back is push against the ropes it is me, myself
Are the only ones I will believe in 

I wish I could achieve what I feels missing but there's some things I can't change 
And I wish I coulda done something's different but with that I have no say 
Only lord knows every chance I've had and every chance that I would waste 
So when I talk to god man he doesn't answer but I still do try to pray 
And I still do try to write my wrongs even if they stay the same 
But there's some things I can't change 
No there's some things I can't change 
And only I know how much I've lost but some things don't remain
Cause there's some things I can't change  
No there's some things I can't change

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