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Erik King

Erik King (born April 21, 1963) is an American actor, best known for his portrayal of Sergeant James Doakes on Showtime's television series Dexter and for his role as Moses Deyell on Oz. more »

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I kept this beat 100 bpm 
Like maybe y'all feel me then
Cause only surface level shit stays on peoples mind 
But I don't really care
I just wanna be real in this rhyme 
I wanna speak from a deeper part
Ima speak from my heart
Cause in truth 
I've always been afraid about being real 
Like when's the last conversation I said what I truly feel
So I wrote this rap to help me 
Contemplate and express my interstate
I don't wanna change the hate
I don't wanna bait
I just wanna make this for someone feeling lonely to relate
Cause I'm tired of the act
I'm just tired of the fact
All they see is the wizard of oz 
And they clap with a fake ass applause 
Not seeing the loser behind the curtain

Like people wonder why 
I act silent and shy
Cause it's always been hard to connect
Like most people always found me as a defect  
I'm just a motherfukin reject
That why I never said what I truly felt
Cause how could I ever fall if I always just knelt
Escaping every way with fake smiles everyday
It don't matter what I say 
I be trying to fit in sit in and listen 
To expectations I can't fulfill 
I'm apathetic like I'd rather not deal
But in the end you should say what you truly feel
Cause searching for that approval in others 
Just makes you cower under covers 
Like f*ck that shit 
It's so easy to judge one another cuz we all don't fit
Like people make racks on racks 
From what people lack
Making money off low self esteem
We gotta get the money 
Get the green 
We all livin that american dream
But there's no point of a dream if you can't  be yourself
So I'm done askin for help
If I want something done ima do it myself
Like most people are never loyal 
They hop around like silly rabbit 
And their tricks are for kids 
Please know I'm not playing around 
This ain't no fuckin game to me
And I can hear them laugh like my life's a comedy
But like michael scott 
You don't know how high I can fly
Even if you hate this corny ass guy 
I'll be pushin
Plp till the day I die

So yeah in truth 
I was scared about being real
Like I didn't remember the last time in a conversation I said what I truly feel
But I wrote this rap to help me contemplate and express my interstate
I don't wanna change the hate
I don't wanna bait
I just wanna make this for someone feeling lonely to relate
Like I accept the person behind the curtain
And I'm dead certain
He isn't trying to fit in 
And be a slave to you
He chooses what the f*ck he wants to do
Like I ain't no people pleaser 
And this ain't no motherfuckin teaser

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