Trembling
AJ Koza
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(Got some shit I probably shouldn't say That's the shit you gotta say though, right?) Hey I'm tryna find discipline, while surrounded by fallacy All I see is grey, my scale is so off balance, see Before I thought I'm far from being grounded That's when I started questioning my surroundings These findings been bittersweet But I've been plotting, tryna find a way to eat on my own But I'ma miss my mom's pasta sauce on Sunday Dad living with so much fear, I really hope he let go one day Cameras on the house, watching from the phone That's the illusion of control (ay) My little sister might be a spawn for Satan But she a Gemini, so half the time she be the one I'm praising (ay) Can't even think about how Ski felt inside All the times I made her cry, far away in the garden state Left her all alone, stormed out She was so far from home Baby, please forgive me God, please forgive me, I know I got some sins That's why at night these demons visit where I'm living in I'm 'bout to lose it, but for now I'm still in control God save my soul I'm tryna find discipline, maybe I should stop looking Can barely bring myself to read a book And I can't stop bringing myself down, and I can't stop smoking The high supposed to bring me up, what the f*ck (ay) Might as well stop asking, 'cause I ain't getting answers Might as well delete my number, 'cause I never answer Might as well get an IV, I'm barely eating Might as well bury me in my bed, I'm never leaving And honestly, I don't even have a good reason My delusions getting stronger, starting to believe 'em Everybody out to get me, why should I believe 'em? I'ma get it on my own, stop 'Cause when I see 'em, I know I need 'em Getting so detached, need to reconnect If I keep waiting, ain't gonna be nobody left (yo) And I'm still afraid to die But God willing, all I ask is to get by with enough time to do what I gotta do And if I get that, I know I'll have the power to strive for more This woman that I adore deserves the world And I just wanna share my share of life with her So we can raise a family and push forward with our purpose I know I'm capable, but that don't mean I ain't still nervous
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