A New Fight

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Why do I feel this way? 
Why is my life like this? 
I was supposed to be 
In His likeness 
But instead 
I turned away 
Am I supposed to be fightin' this? 
Writin' this?
Feelin' cold 
Cus my soul ain't even tryin' this 
I made a promise to myself 
That the next time I vent 
Was gonna be more help 
And quit bein' on the fence 
I'm either in or out 
I can't be both man 
I'll say it out loud 
I'm a God kid 
And I'm proud 
I can't believe I forgot 
The last time I vented I cussed 
I was really mad 
And ready to bust 
I ain't gonna lie 
I pretended I was tough 
You do crazy things 
When you're pretty upset 
Like push your family out 
And form into the crowd 
How am I an outcast 
When I almost gave up? 
When I checked last 
Gotta be slow to erupt 
Man, I try to be nice 
But sometimes 
It makes other people ice 
But let's try this again 
When you're 
Cold like ice 
Get that fire to 
Burn within 
I missed it when 
Things got really intense 
I tried to control myself 
When I know I need some help
Know I need it 
This is my cry 
Now receive it 
Cus I'm too plugged in 
For the way that they see 
All these other men 
That can't be me 
I can't be beat 
The world held me 
In these chains 
Like a prison 
In my own brain 
Locked in a cage 
Like a psycho 
I needed fixed 
Like a typo 
Unplug me 
When the world was bright 
I gotta make it right 
With a new fight 
A new fight
I was told years ago 
That I was gonna change the world 
But how can I when 
My life is turmoil? 
I became 
Destructive in my life 
When I took that plunge 
Expecting flight 
I fell 
On something 
That I thought was bright 
I was too wrong to comprehend 
I got too plugged in 
To the way the world 
Wanted me to deal 
And just made me feel 
A lot worst 
Then what I was 
This ain't nothin' 
Just a temporary buzz 
That knocked me to humble 
But yet caused me to stumble 
I didn't know where to go from there 
Like a roll of thunder 
He unlocked me 
And stopped me 
From doing things 
I know I'd regret 
I got more then a spec 
In my eye 
More then a log 
I'm not gonna lie 
I had to learn how to try 
I wasn't the only one 
In this failed marriage 
I had to look to the Son 
To get me outta the damage
Know I need it 
This is my cry 
Now receive it 
Cus I'm too plugged in 
For the way that they see 
All these other men 
That can't be me 
I can't be beat
The world held me 
In these chains 
Like a prison 
In my own brain 
Locked in a cage 
Like a psycho 
I needed fixed 
Like a typo 
Unplug me 
When the world was bright 
I gotta make it right 
With a new fight 
A new fight
Sure I got laughed at 
And taken advantage 
By my own wife 
That caused marital damage 
But I can't push all the blame 
Cus it takes two to tango 
Yeah she cheated 
But in my own way 
Maybe I pushed 
But yet 
In a marriage 
You gotta push through the tough 
Not run 
Like she did with him 
It get's hard to forgive 
But that's okay 
I guess I'll work through the pain 
I can't do it on my own
I'll go insane 
You see I 
Know that I'm not alone 
No matter what 
He'll never leave me alone 
Like I'm on my own throne 
So no matter what you go through 
Let Him be your rock 
Make you a seed 
And give you new crops 
He'll shake 
Your foundation 
Break them chains off 
You're no longer a slave 
Not to fear 
And not to the mirror 
Not to the pain 
Not to the blood stains 
Not to the crown 
And not to being bound 
Cus we're free 
In Jesus name 
I can say it to the ground 
And to the rooftops 
And non-stop 
I'll speak it to the rocks 
Got a new light 
I can't get enough 
Of this new fight 
I went to divorce papers 
To from court dates 
Gotta focus on getting my son out of the hate 
With the drug use and the drunk few 
He deserves better 
I won't stand to see you tether 
On both sides of the fence
To get him right in the middle
Know I need it 
This is my cry 
Now receive it 
Cus I'm too plugged in 
For the way that they see 
All these other men 
That can't be me 
I can't be beat 
The world held me 
In these chains 
Like a prison 
In my own brain 
Locked in a cage 
Like a psycho 
I needed fixed 
Like a typo 
Unplug me 
When the world was bright 
I gotta make it right 
With a new fight 
A new fight
Know I need it 
This is my cry 
Now receive it 
Cus I'm too plugged in 
For the way that they see 
All these other men 
That can't be me 
I can't be beat 
The world held me 
In these chains 
Like a prison 
In my own brain 
Locked in a cage 
Like a psycho 
I needed fixed 
Like a typo 
Unplug me 
When the world was bright 
I gotta make it right 
With a new fight 
A new fight
With a new fight 
A new fight
With a new fight 
A new fight
With a new fight 
A new fight

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