Soto
Kiid Perky
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All you ever wanted was a friend All you ever wanted was the fucking pain to end I just had a dream of you again Telling me I’m someone you forgive Hurts me deep inside cuz I know that you mean it The way you fucking died tore my soul into pieces Should I take my life just hope the grieving ends Yeah who’d ever thought I’d be finding myself in a place momma told me that you know pretty well Hope you looking down on me cuz I can’t really tell My momma told me suicide will always lead you to hell And it’s hard to think that, you got banished to the pits When all I seen when you lived was just an innocent kid Tryna make it In life right? but whenever you did Your depression always came due to other dumb kids And at the moment of doubt you was tryna look for a friend So you sit and wonder "why did our relationship end?" All these thoughts came, you were still refusing to sin Everyday I repent for not seeing the pain that you lived And the blame I just wanna put it all to myself Cuz if I was there for you, you wouldn’t even need any help So if my moms true then I deserve to be in that hell Cuz the pain you had was also now reflecting myself All you ever wanted was a friend All you ever wanted was the fucking pain to end I just had a dream of you again Telling me I’m someone you forgive Hurts me deep inside cuz I know that you mean it The way you fucking died tore my soul into pieces Should I take my life just hope the grieving ends One night sitting on the edge of my bed Hopped on a game with you at that very moment you said What do I think is the very definition of death "Would people care if I ever just took my last breath"? And now I know that I finally understand what you meant When you told me the only way they’ll Ever love you is dead A week Later the doctor tried to fuckin prescribe you with meds Told your momma that she should try and keep you on check He said you were going through this fucking thing called depression Said you was bullied at school now your fucking brain starts progressing To fantasizing about ways you would be taking your life It took week for your family to even know that you died And the only thing left was the swollen pain in your eyes And your one friend who couldn’t even say his goodbye Trust me I wish that I tried Think I’m the reason you died Now I just shake and I cry But as I look to the sky I see black cloud forming on the top of my head Remembered again every single fucking thing that you said And one time I remember I walked into a class I saw your face and looked down like I was hid in a mask I walked by you for a second but that second had passed Who knew that day We seen you would be everybody’s fucking last Heard the news of your suicide best believe that I crashed I lost a true friend I know that’ll I’ll never get back All you ever wanted was a friend All you ever wanted was the fucking pain to end I just had a dream of you again Telling me I’m someone you forgive Hurts me deep inside cuz I know that you mean it The way you fucking died tore my soul into pieces Should I take my life just hope the grieving ends Saw a bunch of people tryna post you on the gram Everybody say they love you some would say they were a fan Even your bullies were holding pictures of yourself on their hand People stated that they knew you you were respected as a man All this shit just made me sick And to come to think of it Half the people tried to see the amount of clout that they can get Then they saw the pictures posted now were barely getting shit So they took off all the pics and just forget you then that’s it Now I’m sitting here with all these fucking holes inside my wall Tearing up at the fact that I could’ve fuckin stopped it all If I would’ve picked up the phone and just had given you a call So I don’t wanna be respected or remembered when I fall If I would’ve sank to depression you would’ve helped me through it all The realest friend I could’ve gotten can’t believe I threw it all Some would say no matter what your going through just let your head stand tall But now I feel like I don’t wanna live at all Hurts me deep inside cuz I know that you mean it The way you fucking died tore my soul into pieces Should I take my life just hope the grieving ends
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