Something of Worth
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It's funny I think that everyone's judging me When I'm the only one who's grudgingly holding on to the flaws that they can't see Cause when I look into the mirror and see me I see all of the things that won't let me sleep The more people I let in The more they can hurt me See Loving is dangerous And vulnerability merciless So I walk out my door And I put up my walls A showers the only place that I feel safe I Guess I'm emotionally broke Cuz as a kid I used water to cope with your drinking I feel so disconnected from life and I'm sinking I sleep in every morning and lie awake each night overthinking I seem to sleep a lot But I never get rest Maybe it's pain I'm feelin' in my chest Sometimes I think it'd be easier drinking God what am I thinking I built walls I didn't realize were there I turned away people who could actually care Cuz I'm scared to let anyone near This past week an old friend reached out And it's like I didn't know how to speak No words could come out of my mouth Cuz he was concerned about me You see I wrapped myself in jagged wire and caution tape so no one can make me bleed While I'm pulling ever tighter the noose that's on me Why's it so hard to believe that someone could actually care about me I thought these feelings were keeping me safe But now I see their choking me to sleep and pushing me off into the deep You ever look at the ground and thinkin' Like what you doin' You ever look up at the sky screamin' Like what you doin' The worlds flying by around you Yet your barley moving ya See this is how I deal with issues in me A child at best Perfectionist of self I put myself down most Nobody else even close Cuz I'm the only one who knows The thousands of what if scenarios I play in my head That leave me paralyzed never wantin' to leave from my bed I know I'm the one who said If you don't try again Then you'll always give in But given the chance to sink or continue to swim I'd drown in my thoughts and never let you in My mind gets so cold Feels like I'm in an ice box Trapped inside of my thoughts I was lost Then I Thought that we were star crossed Wonder how much time I lost Maybe I don't see myself like I should Wonder what you'd think of me if you ever could These feelings I cannot discern But I'm feeling every burn on my skin I guess I'll just wait for the day that I don't feel any burn Whatever way I goes the wrong turn No matter how many Songs that I make It does nothing to replace The piece of my heart that you're trying to take And these are the thoughts that I fight every day People don't get it The more I give out The more they want from of me Opening up is exhausting me So what the hell is wrong with me I'm positive that my emotions aren't my friend Sometimes I feel like their a means to the end And the end is me Cuz when I come to the end of me Thats when I can clearly see I've always been told that I'm less than I am And now thinking back to every jealous person Who couldn't give a dang about me or my life Now it's Me and strifes and they are all that I got I guess I can't hide from what I'm not I try to be strong but I'm not I try to hold back all these thoughts But then in my mind I get lost I'm 20 now But I'm still that kid hunkered down in the corner of my bedroom And I feel like it's my tomb to the fact that I can't leave my room And I know I'm not alone in what I feel Cuz I know these feelings are real And I know I'm not the only one who's feeling these thoughts Who's feeling like they can't do another day of the pain It's the least of these that I hope can breathe knowin' That their not the only ones broken I don't write cuz I'm always depressed But I write for the ones who look in the mirror and say They wish there were never a me And since I've been born I've been told that I'm less Maybe that's me My flaws are all that I see But is this really me And the things that I've done can't be undone The lies that I've spun can't be unspun Like today is the one where I become one with the dirt I'm like you My anxiety tears me apart but I know something that can mend all your scars And I'm talking your heart Your not to dark for a spark I care about you and I truly do I'm not talking fake friends I tear myself in two for you I tell you my pains and i tell you my hurts because amidst all of my dirt I found something of worth
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